Jet lagged

Woke up 2 in the morning at Las Vegas, I didn't write anytime about " rock of ages " and now it's time to make it up :

1. I took decent coffee before in order not to falling asleep , in deed it's an exciting show , you want get sleepy .

2. The boy ( man ) sitting next to me ( Q11 ) is. Don boy , his senior parent brought him to the show , he can jump by the beat and holding his little plastic dianoser with him , before the show , he reach our right hand to me , his mother is a little bit nervous and said to me - he want me go be friend , it recall my school days working part time as Today record shop , a don boy always comes and shop to Mr. Lu or me , he buy many metal band album base on the Japanese magazine and his listening habit is circle on the songs ( when there is still vinyl) his father will come to clean the bill after , then I know he can come for movie by hisself on weekend and he love beetle it .i am not afraid and I want to be friend to the boy next to me.

3. The show bring me some emotion, it triggle me to take notes on the book I am going to write but it influenced me go pour more of my personal feelings , then " what am I doing ? " surface to me , am I too selfish to take care of myself , am I too ego to concern my own brand and ignore If publish any of my book - bio wil be saying goodbye to my coaching career , who will hire another celebrity to be a confidential friend ?

It really bothers me - spending too much time on YPO and other things and not even think long term - yes long term l...