Should I take it or should I free

" taste of forum " wasn't going as good as expected and I hand it over to rosy snd Andy - as an honest man , I should not credit for my service this time but reimburse airline and accommodation .

Even I do my TED for extra effort however it benefit all and the story sharing should not taken as extra work 

Now I feel much comfortable 

Annie said

1.Peer group workshop : see my confidence .

2. TED Talk : see my humble 

3. Chungbaisan : know my authentity 

Good to have a brief breakfast chat with Annie and learn the feedback from yesterday .

My pace slow but steady , firm and with power . Bringing people calm and explore inside oneself . 

Noah 3 days

On Nov. 27

- early morning flight . Landing and lunch with Rosy .

- I need to follow the 9 steps develop by wen chi : yes , I can do it.

- first session I scored 98 , reach what we expected the first night .

On Nov. 28

- attending the big speech and witness a good arrangement and excellent speaker : chi bo 

- invited to the VIP lunch and connect with many big shot 

- follow the 2:00 pm forum experice : a not so good experience 

- people come and go : non target candid high jack the topic 

- had a quick session with wen chi : it's kind of waste my talent if we can't manage and control the success factor 

- attend the beach party with lot of fun

- working on 8:30 pm forum experienced and score another 98 

- rehearsal by mid-night for my speech , the video edit quite well and I can sense how people anticipate my performance followering day - it's a pressure 

Nov. 29

- partner with rosy in the first forum experience session : I did " right here , right now "and " open " session and leave the technic to rosy - it went so well

- wen chi insert a mini-speech about forum story 

- it's a good warm up by 11:30 am

- sit wait for the TEDsession 

Learning and reflection :

1. Be humble 

2. Be prepare 

3. Mastery what you said

4. Enjoy and fully engaged 

Re-embrace the stage

I did my by far the most remembered speech yesterday at Noah annual meeting . The theme I crafted is " Song . Life " in order to best polish , I design by following rationale :

1. Asked 3 questions from my friend in music field 

- how you think about roger ?

- how you develop friendship ?

- the unforgettable memories between you can Roger ?

The response from Antonio ; Coco ; Terry ;Sky open the speech perfectly .

And I share with audience is a life " farewell " you can hear how your friend while you still alive .

2. Devide my life by choose each song to represent and reflect the story I want to share 

- the song I learn with imprint memories 

- grown up : 

- about love :

- career and life changing moment 

- wake up : a mission and calling 

3. Songs reflect my " yesterday " " today " and " tomorrow "

4. Interaction : 

- audience to share their " life song " and story .

5. An authentic gratitude :

To share after Kevin Lin ; shu hui ; and the famouse artist Wang , I pour out my authentity and win the hearts immediately 

I appreciate everyone have faith in me , trust me and give me positive energy . I realized I am ready to deliver my " motivation speech " in China.

I am fighting for renew contract with transglobe

Pick Diana's brain and know Isabel is moving my retainer role out - as my 6 sense told me , the trust build with Diana let her share this honest with me. I won't create problem to her but to have her think about it.

Share the same issue with Stiven , he is not happy about what Isabel proposed : although roger is good , we can invited other to do the same session : what Stiven disagree is " mind and spiritual " should not to move from one to another ,the metaphor is : you follow one religion master this year and switch to the other , it's hard to build value and culture for transglobe .

 Stiven asked if I may come up with a grand " culture / value " project and incorporate the EC workshop inside . This is a better approach for new contract .

 I will check and see how the development goes : between husband and wife ; employee who control the resource and owner who make the call , 

 Since this is business , I am not going to back off , 

Robert and chi hung

Chi hung is the close friend - I never took his doctor role but a good friend .

He came for diagnosis my right foot at regent last night . I set up the same dai pen launge waiting for Robert from Beijing - regent is so kind to me and everyone is warm .

Chi hung share how he stuck on career development and my measurement responded did make him thinking ,

Robert told me how " positive energy " and up - strong energy influence people , I don't know what make other trust and like me but Robert do have the theory to back me up -

A good conversation until 11:00 pm

New new and madam Chang

Red envelope after white envelop - strange days follows , I am lucky to manage see her before new new wedding on 29. 

Update :

1. Chang Yi bought back share from Chang Chaung oled. Now it's a new chapter ahead . After the heart surgery - bypass it's a life changing again 

2. New new married to Melbourne to an oversees Chinese .

3. Che how do things change don't know but no longer baker cookies 

4. Chang Mei - the light school and her Oliver oil and mineral water business is stagnate 

5. TMSK in Shen tien de consider to relcolate next year ...

6. The TMSK house band ( transitional Chinese music ) is ok and the song competition might suspend due to Dang is feeling tired : 5 series in 10 years 

 It's good to see madmn change and we do a 60.000 nt ( 2000 us ) congrate envelope . 

Happy and sad

I am happy to see old friends in Tokyo and sad to attend funuel of another good friends .

We used to walk / talk and eat in a three's company , now it's only 2 of us.

I enjoy eel rice as usual and consume both of my meal in Tokyo - no fency restaurants but the feeling of having it.

I happy to buy gift for Meiling and alway find too many to buy in Japan .

I am happy to enjoy in flights movies and reading / sleeping on the plane,

And this is my eel rice 

Itoh 88 - the wake ceremony

This is how I process today :

1. Maybe I am the only man didn't wear tie .

2. Aki came to sibuya station pick me up on time : 5 pm 

3. Transfer at shijuku station and he lost 4 times - the Aki I know .

4. Arrive by 6:15 pm and there are so many friends - people to show their last respect .

5. Follow the rule : 30000 yen white envelop / line up for incent workship 

6. Saw Itoh's wife with red eye but she can't really know who come 

7. After show our respect - second floor is a meal treatment for those who comes snd to getheting themselves 

Jersey boy : Franky Valli

I watch it on the plane seperetely : direct by client Eastwood 

My reflection :

1. My eyes adore you is the song for Franky's elder daughter : France's who die of overdoes . 

2. Sherry written by bob in 15 minutes on the bus in a rush 

3. Tommy is a trouble maker and frankly swallow 1 millions hole for him due to its tommy who bring him out of the gettho 

4. There alway a magic man to turn stone to gold - same as big machine ceo who sign taylor swift and smash spotfy this year 

5. God father : man on his word and who is your god father ?

6. Can't take my eyes of you is the new song change the industry and bob wrote it for Franny after he buried his daughter 

7. Oh what a night ... Reunite in 20 years franky and tommy shake hands 

8. Relationship : talent , scouter , manager , fans , journalist , family , producer ..... 

Itoh 88

How I may capture the question I raised for my friend ?

1. What do you think who Itoh - San ?

He is a thinker , slow to react but to inject all his wisdom ; he is a nature born music appreciater : earn his respect by developing so many Japanese jazz talent and appreciate : maintain friendship since . He is a true friend who always think others before him .

2.how you develop friendship :

 Sony music brought us together , we glue by music and melting to life long friendship . The more we connect the more we admire each other , and our frendhsip extend from music to other field in life until last day.

3. The unforgettable memories :

- on his retirement party in Tokyo , the date set at 2008.08.08 and the jazz concert begin at 8:00 pm , it's a typhoon night , if I am right , Corbett ( once recording artist under sony music Japan ) and I were the only 2 non-Japanese flying to this memoriavle event , all the big jazz figure tribute to him on stage , playing great music and his beautify wife present him a beautiful flower , he is wearing a white suit and it's a great night for reconize a respect and lived music executive .

-- when I stared my own biz and strive for survive , throwing out idea like open " 88 jazz club " " licensing 88 label " and build J&V with him - when saw him in Tokyo , he warned to me and ask : " if I need money "

 My reflection :

1. Never ever tease Aki about his early behavior in taipei / it's truly an embarrassing memory .

2. When think about someone . Send him or her a note , a call right away .

Tokyo : Itoh 88

Only a few profession in the world you ink  credits and sometimes leave legacy : such as author ; movie producer ; record company and publisher related industry , and even fewer to own your label , no to mention the label named after you : 88 is the label founded by my best friend in Japan : Itoh 88 

 This is to recall memories we spend together :

1. I went for ozzy osburn concert at budskan , he saw me alone and walks me back to my hotel .

2. Head international for asia region , he came visit and support Japanese repertory development in sony music taiwan .

3. Meng ting Wei / lee hom / coco lee developing into Japanese market 

Friendship :

1. Share great food always 

2. Connect and calmly share his wisdom and help me handle difficulty in breaking talent into Japanese market 

3. Help me in my days at So net : Ledford Kuo sony studo tour 

4. Help the soaker friend and bring me go many jazz club

We 

1. Appreciate Chinese tea at Nou kong 

2. Night market stall at Keelung 

3. Experience cherry blossom at Tokyo 

4. And many others 

Reflection and introspection

1. Humble win friends

2. Mastery win respect 

3. Learning win knowing 

Sea Dragon : mandarin forum 6

It built in one and half day -

1. A few sentence hit the chord : trust is give not built 

2. One person willing to take risk and been vulnerable .

3. Passion with my sound and influence .

4. Willingness to go further together 

The new born is 六合。

Ray said I am truly a master in facilitation and coaching .

James chen Ko would like me to lead @ Li Fung with YPO structure 

Warm welcome from all sea dragon brother 

See in her pleasant attitude and gift to Meiling so many

- co created mentored 

- share unique experice 

And the journey in lift 

Jason Lin & Dr. Yang

Why so many high intellengence people talk ably quantum and non material world ? 

I attend bengo's TPO session : hung tu - Nina - Jason three big shot lead the lunch and follow YPO protocol : no late arrive or early leave . 

Today happen to be Charles Chen's birthday , bengo ignore it - it's ok to focus on big shot but ....

Jason is such an interesting character : I am thinking to have ken yang met him and probables to produce his own : audio book about how corporate can apply : body ; mind ; soul .

Aki inform I had chance to attend 88's wake up & funeral ceremony , I am so bless to have chance say good bye to him . Booking tickets and hotel right away .. Even through I don't know how to follow Japanese tradition . I better ask Aki first .

A lot of sleepless nights and the rebirthing breathing really help.

88 passed away

Aki sent me massage yesterday while I was doing the forum formation for Noah in Shanghai - I am shock and sad . I said I want to see him year by year but never take action and he leave me on 1118

Skype and victim Meiling

I call and learn what happens :

1. Trivial things contribute to a " I am not going to school " tug of war.

2. His mother won't give up the right to redirect : if you won't go to school , go to library ... So another war 

3. My mother play an ugly role opening back door for sound : money and other thing to please sound - it deepen the unpleasant mood from Meiling 

4. I have to deliver QB to the apartment around midnight .

This is the story 

TransAsia first flight to Shanghai

First try : departure by 7:15 from sunsang airport to pu tong .

Old plane , I am the only passage take business class . 2 person in the VIP lounge .

Landing by 9:00 am . Enough time to begin 10:00 am meeting anywhere in Shanghai .

Brought QB to see sound late last night , I knew something wrong but don't know what and how - Meiling did cried out loud before I bring QB there .

First time QB take taxi and didn't puke .

Uber is extremely expensive downtown , it's an wrong impression . The Mercedes Benz to sun yen San hall cost me 400 plus . It's combine miles . Waiting time and fare ? I am reluctant to take it next time . 

A team big group number 14

In order to make the last a good ending , I design the " reflective and introspective " theme . Hubert arrived 20 minutes late and during the break he complain about Ting.

When Angeli share with me how Hubert's brother - chairman now heavily involving in hotel operations such as uniform . She post a " disaster is approaching " face , the room renovation vs buffer innovation dispute is another fire . As a matter of fact , I am not too worried about how the brothers co-run the show , if employee have to suffer it , then this is the culture and the price for working here .

Peoples make choice . If Angeli is too concern about people she recruit , she will never ending the worries . If status quo is the fate the family have to go through , so beat it . To stir the soup or cause commotion won't do any good in improving brotherhood .

How I can support Hubert - coaching and find a good exit for his own better future . This is family biz / I am the boss will not go away unless you want to Perform a management buy out . 

I buy some appertizer to a team today and I enjoy spending time with them ,

Future trouble?

1. Momo.

2. Donia vs Teresa vs Tina 

3. Dino vs Cindy 

4. Hey bill 

Rebirthing breath

I practice what dr yang taught last night and do it while sleep .

1. Peaceful mind 

2. Relax my body 

3. Close mouth 

4. Toughe tilt to up inner mouth roof 

5. Nose breathing : in and out count 7（4 times per minutes )

6. You feel relax and floating and breathe come to a balance 

7. Energized and woke up much earlier ,

Uber this morning :

1. Call no car the first round 

2. Second will come in 18 minutes 

3. Here comes a Mercedes Benz 

Dr. Yang session

A 10 people's pre discussion can't make up what " theme and flow " can deliver this evening . So too many cooks spoiled the soup . This is my reflection :

1. Oneness - connect to the nature you can do beyond religion boundary .

2. You are perfect enough , so don't bother to show some of your emotion , the One won't care .

3. OM - Ya - Hung create hominy in us .

4. Meditation breath follow music note is a good practice - you follow the noses .

5. Since you are on the road , don't bother to find a way . 

 It's full house and yes , it's interesting ,

Movie and lunch

Stealing time for my love : I did the " emotional bank account " study then revise for a team tomorrow . The inside voice told me " go to movies " so I call Meiling and we managed to watch " night crawd " together - first screening at 9:20 am.

It's a good film - 

- media need news instead of truth 

- I want to control others : why anybody need to listen to us ? For their own sake ? It's is real ? 

- you have something value to others and you call the price .

- if you don't follow people's rule - the way up is limitless . 

Then I had 2 different pork rib soup : all taste delicious .

Body massage :

- sleep so deep that I forget where I am.

- recall my donation in chin chu 

- thinking about what my doing is simply for money or money is only the by-product .

Bought the book - a novel . Rare to me

Xingwei reflection

I didn't go through 1/15 of the slides , actually , I only use 3 slides out 91 - go with the flow is my style and my bias . Reflection :

1. Kids are hungry for peer leader , these student differ from others as they take up school operation committee : deal other adult , with non students and deal with money .

2. They were born after my hay days : knew nothing about coco . Sky or ukulele , only terry who win his second coming.

3. Question I am stucked : what's empathy for ? I explained for a while then I realized empathy if for effective communication .

4. Only introduction frame work but not entering the real scenario : we need more time .

Who are they : liu chen ; James ; ming hung ; tong chuang ; Ella ; you you ; Amy ; who do I miss? 

Campus breath is so nice .. You are totally relax and embrace an non-competition ambience . Another good hide away 

Kungsan retreat

Thanks hank for sincere on all the details, and my reflection is :

1. Stay in a brand boutique hotel : Lamborghini .

2. Take a 6 hours dinner at Hanks private kitchen : he is so tough on staff working for him . So impatient to them and so kind to friends .

3. Taste 5 different wine .. 

4. A very unusual forum meetings : I do a different long ice breaker by showing coco / terry and Steve Vai's greeting video -- 

-- we are unfamiliar one on one 

5. Lunch at 100 years old restaurant and try his signature dish - the noodle 

6. Long ride to xingwei college with ming and shared many " life academy " experice 

7. Stay in peaceful xingwei and having bbq dinner with the team Entreprenuer workshop team.

8. Buy traveling kit washing ..

Another dream

-Neil was force to resign -- according to his supervisor who I don't familiar with , I am too loose on supervise him and the result is Neil's supervisor resign as well .

- I try to understand why cause this happen and sitting in an office where I saw the red coach - I told someone this is my personal coach ( sofa ) it's not belong to the office , why it move here ?

- I don't have a clue who I really report to and subtly I saw the shelling of Vivian ? Is she the boss ? 

My dream

I wear an earring - one ear and its rice - yellow colore . Round sharp .. I really wear it.

And I miss my speech at sanya - as I woke up I was day late to the event and miss my opportunity for telling my story .

This is the dream I had the other day 

Consecutive intimacy

It's been a long while since we had consective intimacy - we did it this morning again - although I didn't come but everything is so good -- this is how we becoming familiar again ..,

Today

Today is a gift :

1. I took biz class HSR to Hsin Chu and falling asleep in the cart - thanks for car stewardess's wake up . Otherwise I might miss the Spirox board meeting.

2. LCPC reelect me as the "compensation committee " members and bengo send me birthday flower yesterday .

3. Receive all the video greeting am happy to share it with Meiling before organizing in coming sanya Ted talk : Kevin will be there too. 

4. Feeling good : about to donate 20000 to the disable child's supporting chatty group . 

Dialogue among Mafang and Ko chi

Now I know Ko chi is Austin also and he just return from a 50 days us trip .

My reflection to the 3's company :

1. Customer center : what the Noah need we can offer ?

2. Even we don't promote senerity . It stayed invisible : Mafang is more silent 

3. As friend : money is never an issue to them .

4. I should pay more attention to listen 

 The best part : the hippie and the book " baby please coming down to me " and " Beatle tour "

Intimacy on birthday night

-It feel good and it's really good - love and sex build the solid relationship .

-The breakfast shop keep a local traditions : total 82 and minus 2 for 80 only 

- midnight quarrels : labor worker and 

Planning for next Diverso forum in Taipei

Meeting 

- ambassador presidential suite 

Social 

- golfing 

- hot spring ( 32 villa + dinner )

- palace museum ( regent dinner combine )

- karaoke ( pearly )

Meal 

- a cut steak house ( first night )

- Japanese food ( second night )

- sea food 

- shuchun - Taiwanese cuisine ( second lunch )

Desert break 

- Taiwanese 

- Chinese 

Accommodation 

- Ambassador 

- Regent Taipei 

Happy birthday : roger

Happy 55

Why birthday greeting always start with " happy "? This is my 55's birthday in life and I am writing my wishes now :

  As I can recall , this is my first birthday outside of Taiwan or seperate from family . Beyond that , a birthday cake present unexpected last night from my forum brothers . 

 I felt a little bit cold last night and I think I am developing some cold in Melaka . Woke up by 6:30 am . Wash and clean up , I swallow the flu medicine brought from home .

 I didn't answer meiling's birthday greeting as I am not happy about " begging for her birthday greeting " if to communicate is a tango , this time I won't lead the dance , I am tired too.

 Coming back to birthday wishes . I am not greedy nor ambitions . So this is what comes to my mind:

1. A softer exercise routine with displine .

2. Secure my retirement fund without money trouble. 

3. Inner peace and not to affected by outside environment .

4. Beginning of " on friendship " dialogs seminar .

5. Go somewhere alone and gain the experiences.

Birthday somewhere

Does it matter ? 

My take home form my own exploration :

1. Balance is only an imagination , not a reality.

2. Competition is the driver for displine . 

Where we go my learning :

- Melaka is name after a tree 

- chen ho is from yung nan 

- Melaka rule by Pougal from 1511 than Dutch and British - each of them rule for more than 100 years 

- local is what make someone scare 

I will chair next forum in Taipei : 

3. I spend my first English speaking birthday in Melaka with my forum brothers . Isn't it amazing ?

Very loose forum

Don't know why - in a low mood to moderate and everyone seems not pull in the space - first afternoon is an ok session , I don't want to push and don't want to demonstrate . As they all knew I am taking red eye flight , so it build a good reason not to be excellent .

Malacc is now very different - old snd new 

Airasia experience and Melaka

Taking the red eye airasia flight to KL : my first experice for express airline , bough biz class tickets and enjoy a good flight - landing by 4:00 am . Car transfer to Melaka taking 2 more hours - I break my sleep to : on the plane and in the car . Arrive casa del rio by 6:40 am. Shower and local breakfast - I am working now 

Reflect on eSun lead 3 :

1. It's all our value to take , so please score on yourself 

2. No one sleep at class 

3. CFO magi is very into 

4. Flow and space creating better than before : from place to space - from nowhere to now here .

5. No skip on 4 P : preparing ; presenting ; practicing and performing .

6. SAVI works ( somatic : auditory : visual ; intellengence )

7. I am suprises : no one take diary ; reflection and keep 21 / 60 rotine . No one know who Marshall goldsmith is ...

8. Meilen is a cando person , what she said must be truth .

9. Right here ; right now / Open your heart / sharing ... 

It works for corporate and can be a good product to deployment . 

Done

For Noah :

1. Dec 21 event at xiu xiu : Charles help and Mafang - Ko Chi

2. Noah diamond party : lien Li help with hung Su chun available and suitable 

For me :

1. Yinger ceremic museum tour 

2. Gift for Steve Vai and my CFF companion 

3. The offsite coffee and my review on eSun workshop today

4. Forum works China with KC - lot of work to do ( why he said he is not finish reading the document ? )

5. Air asia web check in : fun 

6. The win win solution for bengo event and chin Bo forum esablish 

Reflection :

1. Why bengo send birthday flower ? Remember the suit hanger in LCPC 

2. Why I can received all but lee hom greeting ?

3. Why fruit come late but complain about my staying overnight with her mother ?

4. Why meiling never satisfied and content with what we have ?

5. Why Steve and I have the same feeling " we are with each other ?" The strong intimacy "

Reflection on noah

Reflection :

1. To build mutual fate , we seed persistent .

2. Always an option B , not to do power balance but to save for raining days

3. My career future should be aimed higher than commitment to association 

4. Outboard target young white collar but they can't afford the price point - for us the C-suit ( comfortable suit at CEO position ) feel real benefit ( remember FAB ?)

5. All the videos greeting arrived accept lee hom - candid David and Steve 

6. Matthews deliver : " mans searching for the meaning " a masterpiece to digest 

7. Fruit : why complain ? Not give me love and care but challenging my absent to join sound ?

8. High level forum don't equal to high quality forum ...

9. Love the milk fish breakfast This morning - this is immediately happiness. 

Murray P.

This is the first time I really enjoy classical music in concert hall :

Last time with M.P.

- I didn't go for the recital but host an after show dinner , can't remember what we talked .

- young and running a profit driving company - classical music is a lost leader to be feed by other profits generate division such as pop and mandarin 

This time with M.P.

- I enjoy his performance but not to have any personal contact 

- I understood how we should appreciate rare and unique art form .

 I swing my head follow beetophen " emperor " and my heard sank when it come to the string slow part - I can't reconige what it is , but it moved me anyway .

I swing and Tap - by hand or foot and I really enjoy it. 

Why people come to such a show and take it as another social event ? Looking around and check who's here and who to say hello - is it a tradition coming down ages before ? If you miss the pint - the focus and the show . You miss many . Or this is an occasion hosting party create for people to mingul ? I don't really know .

Hubert is 今日孟嘗君

惜世，愛士，敬士，養士。

What I did today ?

My reflection :

1. Hook up with Mafang and Ko chi for the debut " on friendship " I am so exciting .

2. Be the moderator for Lucy's " woman summit " and win her consensus ..

3. Finalize my Noah " life as a song " and obtain Terry's video getting : Steve snd sky is coming 

4. Consume my ell rice and felt so content 

5. Homony bird nest meeting and win 3 months free trial of ambassador bird nest : yeah 

6. Identify the good course for angleli in regard to her " 50th donation " with taiwan how .. Lulu 

7. Tease with Frank and ask about my renew contract 

8. Hubert will support me to win next years contract with transglobe - it's a big contribution to millions of clients 

9. Buy - this to buy the 

10. Respect bengo I change my filgjt and fulfill obligation on 20th

WPO RBM

You never know what outcome will be if you hold only limit expectation . 

My take home  :

1. Those who contribution earned 

2. There's a chance fruit been accepted to YNG - YPO next generation 

3. 2 and more forum retreat learning opportunity .

4. Reconnect with David Du and spot how Aj running accton now - the conversion at car with David junior 

5. Chance to know Marc more .

6. What ? A recognition from WPO - trophies again 

7. Experience mandarin orientenal hotel taipei the first time : museum like - design restsaurent coco , jia and the meeting facility 

Movie today :

1. John Wock

2. 100 frets journey  

OK Go - Needing/Getting - Official Video