Bad or sad news

Sad news most of time for what's happen and can't revert , bad news means it's against most of people's wish but might still find a way out - mentally or spiritually .

Farooq share his bad news to Ashok and relay to this broken Forum - he develop 2 liver cancaous tumor and will start chemo immediately . 

As forum just collective ban he out and this unlikely welcome challenge coming to him is a double challenge . TM suffer another critical health issue . Emotion and personality contribute certain degree of bad things I thought .

How can I be of help as a friend ? Moral and social support is essential ... And what else ? 

The movie : Warcraft

I am so so impressed by the movie " Warcraft " I never ever image a game convert movie can be so impact to me :

1. The story : from the myth - the zone - the hero - the revenge - the reborn and many aspect of the good movie elements 

2. The special effect : much better than any other genru of movie 

3. The inspiration : man honor man , heir honor hero .. The emotion and feeling take me to the scene - so into the theatrical moment and astonish by every move those character performed 

I can go to it again if I may .. Such a wonderful production .

Chen Master or Hung mama

An hour with Hung foundation founder Mrs. Chen - mother of Royce , it's more conversation than interview .

1. As a mother , children need to learn to show their appreciation .

2. I am much straightforward than Royce , Royce is like his father : polite and gentle .

3. I am keep my side of family grow not only in asset but culture and arts - it's a family legacy and responsibly now 

4. 2020 is 50 annivrasy for Hung foundation and it's time to hand it over to Royce .

5. My major is history and I lesson conselling , so I know what you do an it's good .

6. What you see can be better for rocyce ? Say no , rationale in handling people issue then emotions .

7. Culture height in Taiwan is an assets .. We should appreciate and leverage it . 

Hochen morning

1. It's corporate governance, not government governance 

2. Total rule not yet in place 

3. I can't be the pitch ... 

4. Why be in the front line all the time 

5. Personnel ? Why ?

JR lee and S / D

Learning 

1. 2% is the critical position 

2. Talents pool at least 3 times the need

3. Future strategy decide what talent you need to acquire today 

4. CSOP : c is not our core but how to engage ?

Trust cafe

My sharing :

1. A structure conversion turn to meaningful dialogue 

2. CTO govern 

3. From Trust to Sharing 

4. Sharing & Exchange can be huge 

My learning :

1. Idol time is the residual power 

2. Start our biz is to fully utilized myself 

3. Not satisfy with current situation and company works before 

4. Be the change you want to see 

5. 3% change will leading the big wave 

It will happen again

Meiling and Sound's quarrel developing into a war of principal : Meilijg decided not to stay at home tonight - sound again broke his promise and taking the bathtub as a hideaway , I should support what Meiling insist but to told her give me a call once find a place to stay .

 I don't know if this will solve the issue , Sound is not a " parent instruct - manipulate kid " certain principal have to be taken into place - this is not a threaten and I am not taking side ... The result ? I don't want to get into this trouble mode . It's not my style .

A grown up who is 20 plus , use to live by his own , late for everything and don't respect his weight - If turn out to be loser , you have to accept it . 

Mother is a tough job , I am not an ok kid also , see how it goes . I don't have an answer .

You never know

How can I will see Michel 3 times in a week ? You never know and why this is the day he forget his phone in the cab and we connect with his associate JOYCE and may develop some synergy together ... 

It's paradigm shift always : thinking in the brighter side and hold all your expectations.

Trust cafe : what an insightful idea and how it can turn to a business ? It require time to think it through ...

Michel is 5 years older than me -- looks like Roger Moore and I told them I can a lone wolf and knows only a few in town ..

It require efforts to trust and you do it first .

Introspection

When Royce share with me how lucky he is to do a car factory tour and told me : " find / know people who is mad then him in the car " suddenly I realized : passion is an addiction , once you been recognize as a passionate person in one field , you tattooed and can't get away of it , it's a ball and chain , you accept it , be positive to it and always think the good side scour your passion .

In my world : if you wear call a greate coach , you care , you devote and you demostrate, it's not about money and it's not about fame , it's the fortune and fate. 

 If someone take advantage of your good intention / compassion , what will you do ? Play smart ? Ignorance ? Angry ? It's a human vs his willingness... Yes it's time to check the " 7 days change result " 

Meiling get emotional

She is so angry about my father : asking her to do many things but don't want to wear his hearing aide device . Meilijg have to yell -- so loud and the higher your voice , the emotional level increase .

I told her is father reluctant to put on hearing aide , you can do pen talk - bring pen and paper always and don't need to yell and cause others look at you the weird way : are you bully your father in law ? What are you angry with . To me , it's nothing to do with face , to her , it's Everything about face - actually it is a reflection to how Meilijg look at herself .

We have a make up meal for wedding anniversary, bring sound to turtle roar harbor and having the sea food - Meilijg said the taste is not at good as before , so .. 

Whaching ping pong Korea Open final at home - number 2 and 3 challenge number one and all win the champaignship , I was thinking why not buy myself a tickets there and make my life experience more rich ? I am thinking about how to use my forum camouflage for my own interest ... A good escape to experience .

Reflective

1. Why Richard ask my help in regard to the choir concert in Taiwan I am not so comfortable ?

2. Why linda insist on tele coaching and i am feeling helpless? No game to play ?

3. Why I am so candid to Angeli in regards to her fund raising religious concert ?

4. Why I feel sad when Chu Suang call and ask job in daoliu ? A very long shoot 

5. Why I am sensetive anout daniel's open and honest to me ?

6. Why I am worried about Gavin's next career ?

7. Why I am so calm when Hubert call and ask Fang Juang synergy in Huilien 

8. Why I feel strange when Michel / Bruno sent mail about the coaching business for YPO taiwan ? 

9. Why I feel steange when receive photo about cars send by Royce ?

New born or reborn day?

Out of the blue , I woke up 5:30 am and think about climbing the little hill - fairy heritage foot temple .

I walk up the hill by stone stairs - up in the peak , suddenly I realized today is : my 28th wedding anniversary and 9th annivrasy of my new born - after 2007 I place stent on my left altery . Supposedly I am writing my memoir of the year .

  Last night units midnight, Meilijg keep complaining about my mother , how selfish she is , never want to be care taker to her husband and take the credit - what Meilijg dose for my father , I acknowledge yet to jump on the wagon point finger to my mother , she is not happy about it and ask what I only nod but not yell ? My reply is simple : I am the son of the family.  What else can I say ? No in any positing to anger about .

 I decide not to take the risk and drop the surgery decision last night at the hospital , father is happy and we feel more relief ,any what if happen and cause the vegetables potential will be a miserable situation to the family especially to Meiling , 20 % of fhe risk is much too high for a 94 years old man.

 I will need another space to create my " one years reflection to the new born day "

Elm

He is 2 years older than me - a members of dragon club from his grand parent days . Love music with great musical talents . This is the song :

" no more tears" - no tears to cry ; no words to lie .

I thinks something going to happen soon

Gavin

" do you have anything for me ? " resonate what I felt about Victor yesterday " try so hard to sell " - even you have your worst case scenario , you keep it with you and share " I believe " only .

KC is cute : so emotions about how he see and feel about Fu . You are right : you go to consultant to seek , not having consultant wait for you " this is another paradigm shift . Am I too eager to see things happen my way ? Or it if goes highway you just let it be ?

My reflection to Patti smith on " just kids "

- don't create your dream upon other , you only nudge them to pursue their own dream ...

- a thank you tea to Wendy this morning . She looks a bit shame !

Another : river 2 - always another therapy session . It's good I share the story about " Johnny got his gun " 

Golden Melody Award

VIP badge bring me more trouble : I can't really have a say about what to do with Eric - let's go with the flow .

H

I believe I can do it and I am better 

I know more than my peer 

I am a " now " only person 

What can I do ? There is no replacement existing 

I organize many interesting dinner and have different take away 

Vientiane trip - the cave ( if I disclose more , I may dilute the passion of their who ) ...

3 weeks us trip -- long trip 

Victor and why ?

Why my brain stop me from communicate with Victor ?

Why I had that feeling he is selling always ?

Why I obtain the thoughts he show to others he knows more than us ?

Thank I stop the why and didn't encounter any debate with him and invite him to the lunch next Monday .

What do I leant from the lunch session ?

1. Brain is a dialogue stopper .

2. Even you don't agree , let them finish 

3. You should always be cautious .

4. Fliter and screening is important .

5. Don't preaching you know the similar something to weight down / down play your talking partner .

The 500 NT tip is a good gesture . I enjoy market cafe and the service ( how come the voice of market cafe can do better from Victor is ringing still ? )

What a inspirational morning

1. Royce send his update 4:30 am in the morning , I don't take it a late be a prudent message - he will lead and make the change happen at IPEVO and I will be with him ...

2. Steve reply my mail which address what Royce did at YPO education chair and Steve's warm reply kick in my Transformaion circle - isn't it beautiful 

3. Kick off my swimming commitment this morning at Regent - easy start : 5 round 10 lapses but I felt so good . Taken another 10 minutes sun bath - it's a good morning .

4. Greeting elite and Shirley at lobby - their warm again warm my day and going out at the alise . The words post outside the little church is even inspirational : if you don't like see the heart test line flat , you better accept the up and down life in positive way ...

5. How come when looking for cafe , someone spot me and send me a message greeting : the social NPO who I see 2 weeks before when moderate the session .

6. Having coffee and line chat with Meilijg -- isn't it wonderful .

7. Book : just kids and latee stand bye.. What else can you complain ? 

H

It's time to congrats you on becoming first 20 Taiwanese obtain GHRP license and to know how you will contribute on next Vietnam trip .

Your wife set clear goal about knowing the world by traveling the world , her summer plan should be encouraged .

Take away :

1. The do more gain more and experience more which result to a better oneself .

2. It's a parelle situation couple take care of Couple : not a generation responsibility 

3. Stay with parent you receive more complain but been asking for more as well .

4. Art or becoming an artist won't be suppressed by western parent ,so you see more opinion leaders who is also a successful artist , in our society , you have to prove yourself in commercial world before telling other you can be an artist 

5. Try CTO and forum way to explore then maybe conduct one on one later 

Just kids is a great book to digest , 

Today at a glance

1.Morning woke by 5:30 am - can't sleep / reading " just kids " 

2.7-11 learning and analysis DUI 

3. 10-12: long coaching with Royce : IPEVO - Xing - Panasonic -YPO - foundation development .

4. Lunch talk to Michelle : the NTU class issue .

5. Victor and Dino : how yen develop and set time for hero's journey schedule in mid-Sep. 

6. Return call to Fu : KK box take advantage of a zone ?

7. Patrick : how you going to sell your corporate health examine system ?

8. Diverso : keep Diverso alive and remaining 6 go first 

9. Father's neck tumor : it's not cancer but need to further check after surgery on Sat.

10. Daniel ask for lunch 

11. Honoid visit by mid - Aug .

12. Leave one window on Aug. for JR lee 

Reflection :

How's Royce's mom taking my 360 degree ?

How's Meiling react to late Mr. Lee's thrine ?

How I response to Diverso ? 

Something

1. Do I have the strong intention to the " drip to the desert " concert by October to the states ?

2. Otsuki San - good to connect and know you are now head of Sony Taiwan

3. Patti Smith : Just Kids : such a pleasant in reading and appeciate your spending 2 decades on the writing .

4. Sleepless night -- why worries ? 

D:

My sharp question and answer 

1. Please join striven to see JR Lee

2. How the EC team talks about my workshop : it's fun ? To someone maybe it's funny right ?

3. It's the communication pattern , not because anything else .

4. Someone respect you but someone afraid of you - what image you prefer ?

5. Don't look like a CEO ..

Carol : the movie

It's been a long while since I post any of my movie critic . Carol is the 2nd run movie Meiling and I went today .

I don't know the nature of the film and didn't feel uncomfortable about the lesbian scene in the movie . I am touch by the director's view to this love and learn from how we should devote our love the our child , but not to selfishly use it as a credit when dispute took place between parent .

" you don't know and you just don't know " when love comes , it blurs the gender ... We respect and honor it. 

Stiven morning

1. Gang of 4 and the liability goes to ?

2. Why not budget an inteoretor to important meeting ?

3. Tea industry is gone and it's a pity 

4. He Hwan Sen is so beautiful and it took only 3.5 hours there ..

5. My rebel come now, it didn't happen when I was a teenage and living on others house .

6. It's much easier to let go then retaining talent 

7. Don't destroy history : it's what happens and it's the bank of knowledge 

8. Maybe Derek is nicer than other kid , but I am in my rebel stage 

9. The one dragon solution is invented by Hong Hong biz man 

Resonate : if you spend on dallor 

It's still there

1. Speech :Doing the " my exceptional life " to NTU students - the response is yet as expected - even through I keep telling myself this is a no expectation session . But to talk for more than 2 hours is a dragging torch to many people . Especially the student in Univesity .

2. Social warfare NGO leaders summit : at a matter of fact , not all leaders come and not too many peer learning session in between , My reflection is after the mode vibe moderation , they keen go think I can and I am ready to save - solve and help them . My YES is not coming from bottom of my heart and this is ... What am I doing this ? 

3.Chi Sung at Dao Liu : why after our conversion , I take him down to a lower level of friend ? The value is not align with mine , the way of thinking how to work on a task and the easy solution to all human factors ... 

4. Royce and the prestigus fundation : why I am thinking this way ? To be included and be part of it ? And why people should invite me ? Why and what contribution I can make ? .... Many why 

5. Father : no matter is only a tumor or cancers , I am kind of cold on this matter , no emotion up and downs , wait for the outcome of test tomorrow and the coming surgery on Sat. The coincided is : June 25 : Meilijg and me our 28th marriage anniversary and my stent placement on 2007 June 25 - the 9th rebirth day to me ...

6. Movies or recreation : dicipline and desire fighting inside . Nobody wins 

Lucid dream

It's a mix artist visiting and greeting scene :

They come for showcase new album during the break of tour . Fly to Taiwan and we - include fans gathering at the venue . 

The person don't look the same as I know before and they don't invite me to see them after showcase . I am a little bit confuse .

As they will take a night bus going somewhere and don't spare time for meet and greet ..so

I am a little embarrassed not able to prepare token to them .

I keep wandering why they don't told me earlier or I didn't response more warmly .

Finally : the answer come out : they are Europe the band , not Steve Vai my friend 

......

I feel relief and I woke up leant this is another lucid dream.

Introspective 2

When she said it to me : " I have not hug anyone for more than 10 years , I didn't know I can do it today , and I did it , it felt good " -- I want to thank her for sharing it with me privately .  

Reflect to SH wailien and 6677 forum

1. Why carriy ask if I met Linda's husband and why share something surprised me ?

2. Why Angela is so " fast " and urge people to aware she is very adapt to the culture here ?

3. The co starter and her reluctant to take up new and unknown business : it only come out from linda 's head .

6677:

1. What happen to jack ?

2. Why H thinking this way ?

3. James : knows yin yen much too much 

4. Ming and Eddie they arrive on time 

5. We love Korean 

Reflection to the 2 days joint corporate forum workshop

My take away :

1. She approaching me and told me she never disclosed seeing pychological therapists for decade to anyone but did it this time .

2. He ask if I ever give up on anyone ? Even your raletives ?

3. K in tears and ask how to apply it to his company after ?

4. He come to the podium and say we should have your class earlier and I should make it available to public 

5. C said she want to jump out to me and having me taking her as coachee 

6. M confess to me the next morning and thank for my enlightenment .

7. B tried hard making me go set my protocol to other bosses .

8. Curiosity raised by many ... 

Bee with me : the bee kingdom Eddie build

Take a tour at Eddie's bee kingdom , he really spend decent effort on it and I can see the power of Eco system is ready . A very gigantic project .

Diffuse and confuse

Even it's a minor cold , but it got me dizzy whole day and cause me not concentrate on preparing my workshop tomorrow . Will I perform as Steve said : very spiritual or out of the tune ? Thanks god the slide sequence is done and the rationales done .

Why ask for recording ? I am not favor with a not in the experience leaning , not to mention this is favor to JR Lee . I don't charge my normal fees so please don't take the advantage - Sharing your passion have no discount .. I will try my best to be better .

Meiling call last night and told me father think he developed kind of tumor -- what make Meilijg uncomfortable is " I choose the close by hospital is for your convenience " her translation is : don't blame it all down to me .. I have no obligation and who will your wife do ? Always a communication issue and we don't really know how to say the right words.

Wailien overseas in reviewing

It's a new finding and you have to do it right :

1. Angela : from 6000 to wailien 500 staff and from an Harvard boss to the road runner ..

- fast and rationale : 

- student leader 

- machanical engineering background 

- 8 weeks pregnancy 

- Hasband fiat production director for robot 

- joint since 2014 Sep. only surviving professional .

- linda : how to delegate vision to all employee 

Cindy :

- co - devlop company with linda from 2006

- linda is my daughters god mother 

- she is running too fast and we can hardly catch up

- to divesty and not focus on main biz 

- late for meeting always 

- no routine management meeting 

Carrie:

- how can I help you and help linda 

- last year resign possibility 

- no interest in manage and doing other new biz 

- never have one on one dinner with linda 

- linda told me too much and this spoiled my image about her 

Hong Ciao AirPort terminal 1

The renovation begin and under construction . It seems for the next year . Ground traffic on my normal flight will be bad . Consider swift to Pu Tong airport instead .

Henry come pick me up and we wait for the shuffle bus to temperory parking lot . The bus dosen't serve around the clock and it cause another unpleasant experience for passanger .

In addition :

- Chinese citizen cut line

- talk loud on the shuttle 

- the bomb at Pudon 2 days ago escalate airport security .

I am about to do my 360 degree in one hour . 

Jason reflection

1. Dose she knows she act as CEO?

2. What will you do even you listen to many of the complains ?

3. As long as owner willing to take the consequence . What will you do?

4. Do you have the patience to wait and see ?

5. What you measure is what you get .

6. Even chairman encountering the same doubt ? Am I the chairman ?

7. SOP versus judgment call : the risk we mutually willing to take .

Monday

NTU - one audience and one words is fine - sharing with no expectation 

Lunch : Chu / Ben : Joseph Campbell and the teaching / sharing opportunity 

Taisin foundation : as an energetic moderator ... Passion and energy 

Thomas : 

- your merting improvement 

- can corporate forum works 

- high level consultation is good 

- master and keep in touch . 

Tiger

Phil - warm from Guan

Graeme : Scotland - Australia - HK - hip

Calvin : buy house at Portugal 

Khans : furniture : design : food & beverage chain : butan 

Shiggi : Apple and many other HK / Japan 

Archie : group and wondering about Chinese - Japan 

So-chuang : Columbia smart and thinker - Japan 

General : India typhoon .

CP : Thailand car and land 

Tasnai : risk taker from Tailand 

Bobby : living in light house now and free go chip in 

Me : paper tiger  

Tiger experience

It's a 20 years old asia base forum and you can see the development of an old body - literally apply to human .

A man fro his 40's to 60's . You just can't beat the time .. And you have to surrender to many physical obscales .

How am I feel ? I don't need warm welcome and I don't need exceptional Greeting . 

I committe to come the first time and see how it goes .

Good to see Calvin's family and crystal . In the YPO world , you can't make enemy , everyone knows everyone ...

- as I told them . I won't take the option and having breakfast outside 

- I might need to skip lunch on Sunday due to my flight schedule . 

Clam and no expectation ... I live my life . 

Morning to HCM city

Coming up with my opening for next Monday speech to student of NTU :

1. The greeting recently :

Friends : good to see you ? You just come back from ? And when you are leaving ? Where ?

2. It's an inbetween or Dash metaphor to life and life experience 

3. Taking James Bond movies as a good measure to life ..

4. Liberal Art or common courses is a preaching course . So how to create the value to your audience? Help yourslef ? As you wish ? 

By the way :

1. I see the relief from Meilijg . She's been stuck for the " how can I correct my wrong this time ? " " do I gain another chance to make it right ? " it's a paradigm shift . You change first and embrace the difference among others .

2. The traffic is too good this morning , on my way to airport . Blessing Hochen 

3. Tigers forum : I commit to come the first time , but not commit as forum made forever now ..

4. Diverso forum : I enjoy the meeting itself , but not everyone in the forum . What's wrong with me?

5. New thinking about difference and difficult : we accept the difference to the thighs people do different, but to a difficult person . It's hard to accept ... Maybe only distance with . 

Think twice

1. If the riches in there county want to buy second passport. Why should others take a long teem investment view ?

2. If there is interest circle , why people putting you before there relative and local close friend ? 

3. If people keep giving , we should assume they want something back some day ? Even the religions do the same .

Talents fly second campaign

Lead by sky and work by Tommy and his volunteer team . The press conferences went well this afternoon . Met a few friends and experience what I used before ... Not a nostalgia but a re-experience.

Knowing the focus will be artists focus , so I am not nervous at all , memories my part . And this is good enough .

Yu Ping come and Shio Lou comes -- this is good , right ? Music makes no enemy ... And Music is the universe language . 

Slam reflection today

1. S : I don't need kid , I don't see and talk to them since Monday .

2. Yen : my son will admit to First Senior High school in Taipei 

3. L : the surgery went for the morning only . I begin to work in the afternoon 

4. S : it's a tremendous response , we are still taking about your speech / sharing last week .

5. H : I maybe too harsh on F.

6. Royce's mom : thanks you and please keep help my son .

7. M : I don't want to be look like Jewish.

Marvin

It's not a schedule but imprumtu session . He saw me at Dai Pen this morning and ask if I am free for lunch with him ? Yes . Right after last session with Regent group . I joined him....

Good character and used to be king of his own , now move back to head flagship hotel and facing muitple key stakeholders wasn't something he like .. But it's a process to go next level and it not for the business goal . According to him . It's a " make improvements everyday " mentality drive . 

I use Hochen as a case to share and support him to build consensus with Steven and align on things to be improved . To me . Freedom come from where you are free to choose ... I hope he will be well .

Morning session is a forum experience sharing , I don't mean to let anyone vulnaviale. It happens naturally at the end of the check out session . It's good ricky . The way of thinking is how they quote for the leaking ... This is the beauty of doing what you love .... 

Complete half and finish all

Steve birthday surprise is a surprise to me as well.

Done the module works for join forum workshop 

Knowing the direction for NTU speech 

Feeling well 

Frank Sinatra is a character 

Improve - progress version on DU

At our session , Hanes ask how our DU will evolve : I said 

1. Now I create theme for DU

2. Make it more meaningful 

3. Ending take away becoming solid and inspirational 

4. Hold someone accoutable 

5. It's not a resonation to the others but a participating of each life 

With Thomas:

1. His personal energy increase by what Eton Musk share about the simulation and reincarnation / my echo with a Joseph Campbell and hero's journey 

2. The rest will be the Enegry check for digging deeper 

Regent morning :

1. Experience OST together and this is fun

2. Learn Steven come in yesterday afternoon and ruin the space for sharing 

3. Goiji is the stakeholders in the group and now the training manager 

4. Instincts told me to do the experice sharing after 4 presentation . 

  But good stuff for Meilijg and hoping she is not over eating today ( saving from somewhere ) 

I want to go swimming next week

What Frank Sinatra inspire me is his determination to coming back and stay there until the very end :

" Success is not how high you jump but how high you bounce back after each failure . " 

「愈是泥濘地，足跡益鮮明；只要是種子，不怕土地硬。」

 I will take up my swimming routine and combine own mediation together . It's my life and no one should response for what I do about it ... You accounts for it all . 

Meilijg home

I prepare an ok mood on her returning day , don't want to be home early , so went for a movie at Eslite theater and finish my movie by 6:20 pm and check in house by 7:00 pm.

Mild and not to think too much . At the end I will get used to her new look and I didn't need to care about how others see her ? That's not my problem . If her promises is true , she have to live up her life with current outlook .

Holding my hand when in bed : I said slightly - if it happen again , I will slam on your buds - her reply " domestic violence ? " all that uncomfortable feeling fly away , it's been together for 30 years , why bother to stuck here ? It's a hero's journey , Everyone went on his journey to find himself . Face his own challenge and follows his bliss . 

How long you didn't

1. How long you haven't look outside the window when in public transportation ?

2. How long you haven't see the eyes of passengers on the same MRT ?

3. How long you didn't turn your mind blank for 40 minutes ? 

4. How long you didn't return to the place you grow up and revisit those memories accompany your childhood 

5. How long you didn't say THANK YOU to strangers ?

6. How long you haven't listen to the song by Lieon Richie with the title " HOE LONG ? " 

The movie : the paradise suite

It's a heavy movie - European flover which leave open ending yet happy ending at end of the film .

Image with key features in the movies lead you to think as the role in the movie : what will happen next ? How he / she going to behalf ? What does he think about ... A scene by scene development lead you to a even deeper thinking - you are going no where but suck in the emotion and scenarios design by the director .

It's a bright spot shine on dark side story or a dark shadow casting bright light scenario -- it's heavy ... 

I done quite get the message and I don't really need to come up with any messages - you digest and you swallows what feel good for you .

" the paradise suite " - a place to fulfill someone's fantasy and place to kill someone's dream . 

Transaction and happy

But the same color iPhone 6 Plus case for celebrate home coming of Meilijg - spend 3600 NT for this small happy - I am happy . 

Free ride and Stir Fry

My session at stir fly :

1. Knowing me and knowing me more 

2. We accept the difference even celebrate the difference .

3. What a great app - how can I have it ?

Free coaching for Steven 

1. Confidentiality 

2. Hero's journey : finding you / find your way / follow your bliss 

3. Begin with where you feel stuck 

4. Process of creating - now you have the answer 

Done it in 20 minutes and win the name : Roger the wise man . 

Hello Linda

I am getting used to your temper and way of thinking - you say to others this is a " teaching " while my intepretstion is I am " listening " still .

How you build your way up here ? My curiosity didn't stop hear and really looking forward to our in person session somewhere in July .

You pay 100.000 USD per month as an adviser ? This is way beyond anybody 's imagination . You buy the heart then the body and you what to buy the world sooner or later 

This taxi driver

In his car now on my way to Regent Hotel . Done my session in TransGlobal and met Chi Di & Allen accidentally .

He drove against all the traffic rule , whoever drive before or besides him will receive a " LOOK " from him after he cut you in and take over the road . He don't give in and take the drive a way of revenge - the rage in him is so obivious .

  I take his professional driving license ( although I have no idea this is true or fake ) and keep texting - this will prevent me looking outside window ( let me feel danger on this car ) or looking at him ( it will create another unpleasant feeling or maybe some unpleasant reaction I think )

  I have to sit still for many quick stop / break . And I only look at my iPhone screen and typing what I am typing now .

  What else I can do ? 

Good morning Work

S : my weekend at a country yard 

- you falling in the old memories 

- you mention Liu the girl and Chen 

- you feel face turn red and we measure your blood pressure : heart beat irregular more than 90 

D: everything fine and we are on the same page 

- emotion occur last night S

- honor is the theme for incentive trip and my story about Medal and Napoleon 

 It's simple session . 

Do nothing but not have nothing to do

Taken the Friday to Sunday a full leisure day . Skip all the PPT . Workshop and speech . Take out PC / Notebook and decide not to touch any device related to works.

Daoliu : 4000 for 2 nights stay , 1800 for body relaxation , 1500 for transpiration , 1000 for the meals . I spend time for my days in daoliu ... 

Sleep like a

Why ? Don't have a clue and this is my record :

1. Wake up 5:20 am for bus leaving by 6:00 am

2. 06:30-07:50 :Sleep in the bus 

3. 10:45-11:30 sleep somewhere 

4. 13:20-15:30 sleep somewhere 

5. 19:00-21:30 sleep on coach 

6. 00:30-06:15 sleep on bed 

I don't drink coffee all day yesterday , I had desert at home and my weight is 73.6 kg now .. No good 

T shirt sponsor and my emotion

Let me think hard what David do good :

1. A detail driven person , learn to the end of everything 

2. Willing to spend time with friend and listen 

3. Opening sharing what he knows 

4. Humble 

To be better 

1. Actually donate time and money to the good deed 

2. Able to deliver his words and not to be  influence by Alice 

Am I emotion over his not able to deliver t shirt donation or shift role to Alice and blur what a good cause means ?

What's my stand ?

1. If nothing happen . Keep distances 

2. No charity or business request to him

3. Don't need to priories his agenda 

4. Get over my emotion soon . 

You have to say it

I pay 500 nt more to fruit last Friday as I am thinking she do will do more house works on the absence of Meiling . 

I didn't notice Fruit do any house work other than restore the cloths hang before Meilijg away last Sunday.

Leave for daoliu on Friday , the washing blanket is full and none of the cloth been clean, I wasn't happy , why doing all others people's work with no pay but do nothing with you family and they keep supporting your study and living ?

Home this morning saw the tone of clothes over the washing blanket , I am so upset . Sent her message " can you help to laundry our cloths ? " why plus then move ? Why a cult can move her but nothing else ? 

I have to say it or at least to write it. It dosen't make sense at all . I am not compare my kids with other, I have to let them know how to be better everyday . 

Highway bus back

Taking the high way bus back to TAIPEI , the road and bus imagination reflect my traveling gesture . It's not fast , but a feel.

Decided return early so take the 6:00 am bus , it took less then 3 hours from daoliu to taipei .

Free way you have not much to see , take a nap , eat your peanut , watch Netflix from your iPad and time fly. 

On the same bus :

1. 4 tattoo young man : 3 girls san one boy 

2. One family : father , daughter and a mentally disable boy .

3. Many senior citizen .

Price at 390 NT per route . 

Reflection of a day

Wondering day in daoliu . Not paying visit to anyone and not visit father to his mountain house .

It's a nice street food connection day and by far I can capture the cream on the street food :

1. Early morning local breakfast : at Kim Tu stew pork rice .

2. Mid morning : try Wu's pork dumpling as morning desert.

3. Lunch at Dao Nan Cha Sticky rice with spare pork soup 

4. Afternoon desert at Chi Tar cake 

5. Dinner : try East Market Stir Fry mutton and vegetable : I prefer the original takes . Stir fry with slice ginger 

6. Second desert : chang xin rice ball ice 

7. Late night : toast popcorn 

This is a great retreat to you .

A nostalgia walk

1. Morning chin Tu stew pork rice and sticky port soup .

2. Not very attractive ninja turtle series movie 

3. Chick rice ask another sticky port soup at old vender Chang 

4. Pork Ball at Wu as routine .

Steve Birthday Letter

Birthday greeting : From Doubt ( The Why ) to Dao ( The Way )

  My brother and friend , you must be happy to spend your special day with many friends , especially on the road , at the concert and surrounding by music lovers. I count my life by watching James Bone movies , by far there are 24 Bonds movie release from 1962 to 2015, the average new release is 2.5 years and the average man's life in Taiwan is 79.8 - to take a simple mathematic count , the maximum Bonds new release I can still enjoy is 10 giving the condition that no accident and non of the big health issue occurs . Life is short , enjoy Bonds...

 The magic of today world is you can think almost anything and make it happen over finger flipping . "Virtual " is the love / hate gesture to me : love the convenience to bring the fantasy close to reality , hate the brutal truth that reality bite after you addict to the virtual world . If one day VR take over the real world and people reluctant to return and facing real human condition , we won't able to listen and tell stories - stories that inspire and ignite human spirit ...  

Here is the story I want to share :

 Last week , I pay a visit to a military colleague who I have not meet for decade , his name is Lu. I signed up as a professional army officer after graduation from Univesity - yes , a rare decision made by young Taiwanese . Serve at  Armed Force Tank Unit for 5 years and promote to first lieutenant  by the age of 25. 5 years in the army , I learn my English in camp by reading English newspaper everyday , follow Elite Generals leadership attribution and image how to be a better leader - at the age of 23.  I was quite young to pick up the brain from the real Leaders . As a peace believer , I didn't know how I spend my youth at army and surviving the intensive training and developing certain degree of mental toughness . I retired and join music industry at age of 28 . Since then , I keep friendship with a few of professional military officers . Lu is fhe gentleman and we are friends for more than 3 decades . Promise him many times that I will see him at his house , finally , I took the trip last week .

 Lu drove his ages sedan and pick me up at one train station , show me to his house and we have lunch with his wife . After lunch , Lu drove the car and took me to the military camp base where we spend time 30 years ago . On the way , he share the stories we been together , how naughty we were , how danger we explore to the real arm fire maneuver and many blood , sweat and tears we shed . Lu told the story with twinkling eyes and looking at my pounding eyes . Lu said :" you forget those things we did together ? " I replied " Thanks God , you remembers "

 In the end , memories is someone remembers , not necessary you but those who co-create . People choose what they wish to imprint and make it an unforgettable memory sicker . Sometimes we try to remember , many times we try to forget .. I wish we remembers what we forget - as long as someone remember .

 I am Lu ... You are Lu ... Miss you my brother.   I wish you well. 

Feeling about chi Sheng

I don't know how to describe it :

1. The way I observe how he thing business should be conductive wasn't ethical to me.

2. Any chance of money making will such him in .

3. Can be anything - this is what I am admired 

4. His dream about return home as farmer in 5 years - can be realize or not ?

5. Talk about those classmate before 

6. His kids : elder one who study art and design who live in L A now 

7. The change of work and how he taking 35000 monthly pay and work at Mai Liao 

8. Share the Indonesia dream and our mutual friend chi chang 

9. Want to see his mother 

10. Learning his outstanding younger sister . 

Classmate dinner and drink

Amigo and bully :

1. Nice vibe and good dinner 

2. Shere how we see our classmates 

3. Check how bully beat the stock market 

4. Leaning amigo's idea in running the hotel business 

5. Our / my view to William and his wife - this is a dangerous experience 

6. Recall the memory not exist in me : the Essay I wrote to bully before and the sick diary 

With Shao Liu : my military colleague

1. Taking MRT and stop at Hui Long by 10:10 am - he pick me up 

2. On the way to his qui Shen house , bring back the memory in the army 

3. Tour to his 12 millions house bought 8 years ago .

4. Learn his elder son will get married on Jan. 7th next year and it will cost him 2 millions NT 

5. Gardening and no job but still with ambition to do somethings 

6. Lunch with the couple as a Japanes restaurant pick by them 

7. After lunch your to Tiger Head mountain ceneray park and reconnect many army memories :

- the lovely pan fry egg noodle in the army days 

- went to maneuver and co create many unforgettable memories 

- exchange idea about those general who we know before 

8. In Aug will arrange tour for him to be in Hui lien : see if KC and him can co work and improve performance of a zone . 

9. Send me to HSR on my way to Faouzi Liu 

10. A liqueu staff in bitter Mellon as health drink : gift prepare for me 

Work Face and others

1. Manager monthly didn't report any of the interview did month ago , only highlight one sentence : Sky is a prudent person from our 2 hours conversation . A strange reporter . I didn't expect any thing so it's fine .

2. Work face : turn out around 40 and non of them falling asleep or run away in the middle of the sharing 

- theme : my exceptional life 

- meet 2 EMBA alumni who are executive / life coach as well 

- Hanes and Ejiri be there for me

- sunny did a great opening 

- Stantly surprise to listen to a life changing speech after graduation 

- Charles said I have strong energy . Similar to quatium and ask if I can do for his company 

- Grace from YEN were there 

I enjoy it. 

Ray :

1. Unless there is serious physical condition happen to us . Please don't depart from this relationship .

2. Very few people knows I am a gambler , I am not gaming on casino but it's a mataphor 

3. I don't want my child to experience what I experience with my father 

4. He must be very disappointment as I don't obey him . 

A surprise you foresee

A zone second budget meeting delayed for 45 minutes . When Frances walking in fhe meeting room :

Hubert said to everyone Fu will now report direct to me and I will respond to Hubert directly - France will assign to other matters ...

So , it's a very efficient meeting : but many to be done after , I am not worry too much but wish KC can perform as good as everyone expected and keep a good body / mental health .. 

I suppor my friend Hubert and wish to bring successfull story to those who directly response to a zone operation .

Less sleep and intense morning

Sleep late and stay up until 01:00 , didn't do any real talk with Meilijg only send good night message .

Wake up 5:00 am , fixing body , do all he reminding cards for tonight and ready for the local breakfast with Daniel:

1. Briefing 2 varies china coaching development .

2. Update graduation trip to Xia Meng 

3. Confirm Japan trip 

4. Share Talents Fly development ( not sure about how to exercise artist do more for free )

Moving to tain mu :

1. Not able to do my prepare for work face talk tonight 

2. Wait for Ray 

Happy with Ray:

1. 2% difference but it's an ownership & management feeling and man should know how to swallow it .

2. Feeling about the 4 kids 

3. The information independent and financial Independant development 

4. Move to new office in July 

5. Experience your hero's journey : leav e and returing home .

6. Join our Japan group and learn what Daniel can offers 

KC :

1. Eat the frog first : t shirt and Du foundation 

2. Follow a zone ; 2 coaching follow up 

3. Ready for next meeting . 

Free style dinner

If they couple's private kitchen didn't mention minimum guest is 8 , I won't bother to put together such a 8 in a group dinner - it's kind of an appreciation dinner host by me , and I am doing it the first time .

I plan an ice breaker but didn't exercise it as people easily mingle themselves . 2 major guest : author Su and Artist Sky were late about 30 minutes . It's a good combination of people I know for years 

- new friend : elm Yeh 

- doctor chi hung 

- old colleague : Ejiri 

- YPOer : Hunert and James Wang 

We miss daniel otherwise it will be a good thank you meal for the " talent fly " works .

As people can take care of themselves , I turn out to be an easy host .

Dr. James and Hubert prepare wine for us and the Hakka dinner is good . We spend 3 more hours there .  

Developing story day 3-1

Line Meilijg and wish her well : nothing to complain as I reflect last night , it's difficult to achieve 8 goals , maybe only 2 or 3 , end up with " you are interrogate now " as I am really upset about the wrong doing of the sugical clinic . Really .

- she response with another I am sorry and love me 

- I said all the gone is gone and take full rest and recover soon - no need to rush home .

- I will be out for work .