It's still there

1. Speech :Doing the " my exceptional life " to NTU students - the response is yet as expected - even through I keep telling myself this is a no expectation session . But to talk for more than 2 hours is a dragging torch to many people . Especially the student in Univesity .

2. Social warfare NGO leaders summit : at a matter of fact , not all leaders come and not too many peer learning session in between , My reflection is after the mode vibe moderation , they keen go think I can and I am ready to save - solve and help them . My YES is not coming from bottom of my heart and this is ... What am I doing this ? 

3.Chi Sung at Dao Liu : why after our conversion , I take him down to a lower level of friend ? The value is not align with mine , the way of thinking how to work on a task and the easy solution to all human factors ... 

4. Royce and the prestigus fundation : why I am thinking this way ? To be included and be part of it ? And why people should invite me ? Why and what contribution I can make ? .... Many why 

5. Father : no matter is only a tumor or cancers , I am kind of cold on this matter , no emotion up and downs , wait for the outcome of test tomorrow and the coming surgery on Sat. The coincided is : June 25 : Meilijg and me our 28th marriage anniversary and my stent placement on 2007 June 25 - the 9th rebirth day to me ...

6. Movies or recreation : dicipline and desire fighting inside . Nobody wins