New born or reborn day?

Out of the blue , I woke up 5:30 am and think about climbing the little hill - fairy heritage foot temple .

I walk up the hill by stone stairs - up in the peak , suddenly I realized today is : my 28th wedding anniversary and 9th annivrasy of my new born - after 2007 I place stent on my left altery . Supposedly I am writing my memoir of the year .

  Last night units midnight, Meilijg keep complaining about my mother , how selfish she is , never want to be care taker to her husband and take the credit - what Meilijg dose for my father , I acknowledge yet to jump on the wagon point finger to my mother , she is not happy about it and ask what I only nod but not yell ? My reply is simple : I am the son of the family.  What else can I say ? No in any positing to anger about .

 I decide not to take the risk and drop the surgery decision last night at the hospital , father is happy and we feel more relief ,any what if happen and cause the vegetables potential will be a miserable situation to the family especially to Meiling , 20 % of fhe risk is much too high for a 94 years old man.

 I will need another space to create my " one years reflection to the new born day "