Feeling and emotion

Hubert give me his look and I am kind of hurt -- don't trouble me is the message .

Samantha is working on extend contract for Forum Works and she forget we have a 13:00 appointment today . Thanks God we managed to smooth things done in 10 minutes before Hubert's coaching session .

A - Zone to Hubert is a business and he request for solution - break even is in his radar ... I don't like to pose pressure and numbers onto myself - it's life and it's a 4.8 millions 2 years agreement .

Mission :

1. Coaching twice a month 

2. Shelin team Facilitation 3 times a year 

3. Monthly a zone management meeting 

4. Amba monthly update .

This is how I am going to allocate time from tomorrow .

Last day of 2015

After session with Hanes :

- learning how to conduct a positive self talk 

- knows the difference between wits and wisdom 

- no to invest too much how in projecting the image only affect oneself 

Moving to buy my star war trilogy 1-6 and plan to watch it over new year 

Wake up 5 in the morning

Don't know why but didn't waste my time :

1. Harverd study at Ted talks for happy and healthier life 

- social connection 

- good and close relationship 

- good relationship protect body and brain 

2. Steve's homage to lemmy - passing lead vocal of Motörhead 

3. The Norm e books : simple 60 pages and the correspondence in between 

4. Send my New Years greeting to nowhere ... 

Happy 2016... And beyond 

Sky - talents fly and Daniel / Steven

Steven met sky via my intro and said : I am your fan - what a compliment . 

Sky taught me to give Hurlem a free ELAC system as it will deliver a better platform for next session .

Sky offer a solution for Talents Fly - and this is a commitment I can't escape .

So meanings is achive something you can't be done in your life ..

My Ferrari ride

Agree to join the ride with daniel to Tainan , one for attending Ryan's mothers farewell ceremony and second to do a longer update with Daniel / like a personal retreat - we begin our ride on his Farrari 430 at 5:30 am and return home by 15:15 pm - 10 hours long talk in the car. It's good to connect on a totally relax environment and to share before 2016:

1. Simply business result on 2015 and bonus distribution .

2. 2016 revenue and operation summary.

3. Talent fly update and how we can do it under 1.5 millions on 2016.

4. Product endorsement with sky and Harlem and how it develops

5. Vietnam initiative and what do forum works position itself ?

6. Potentials investment of open limit Germany Internet security firm and role forum works can perform after 

7. Sea dragon chapter and forum initiative for him

8. European investment mindset and strategy 

9. Meal with chi Hun during Chinese New Year 

10. Childs and education update 

11. ELAC development and his fund management experience 

12. Exchange idea on taking and give back 

13. Hunters house buying potential 

14. How we do our Farewell to the world 

15. Midlife crisis about him ...

16. Do the congee together 

17. Having 3 coffee on the road 

Lulu's second book

Come in VVG chapter the second time and really enjoy ambience here : what I did ?

- a good cupcake and sparking water 

- finishing reading lulu's " my taitung dream "

- reviving good news from Meilijg 

Lulu's my taitung dream tell a good story - a story about find myself back it's a circle to the original point - I am happy to see her transforming , what I found is the

1. The low potential of breast cnscer 

2. Living in Taitung you don't follow schedule and plan 

3. Accompany 3 good characters to their terminal stage give you the best lesson about living and dying .

4. Change of environment means change of mindset 

5. Change is outward looking go behavior , transforming is inward searching and becoming who you are .

 Now I have more confidence to talk to her :: dear lulu 

Simon said

The first 90 minutes is not impressive , like a bombing to my brain , tried to keep myself awake and drink up all my coffee . The conversation is waste of time .

Last 30 minutes is worthy , when he touch upon how to make a sustainable cycle for non profit and this is what " talents fly " need to address .

- the hands shaking 

- the angel team 

- the volunteer group 

- the pitching cycles 

And then " life academy " surface , Simon explain how he utilized it's method to improve the world and how " look by yourself - look at the place by yourself " trigger me how I should take this angel approach a zone . 

Volunteer : facing frustration ; adapt changing environment ; sharing how to improve next - 3 benefits for become volunteer . A good take away today .

As for going back to life academy offen, I will hold and contribute more to others 

Beginning in mountain climbing

Inspired by singer jeng Hui - complete one concert , you reduced one chance to perform-- for me , you don't know how long you can climb , do you often while you can.

Feesknomic - the chess burg  story : fast food foodie and junk food junkie - and the carolet count begin by New York and traveling around .. 

Stretch at top of the hill and doing my hand shake following sutra playing . Isn't it good ? 

Donation

I check my insurance policy and find out can't bail out for the first 5 years , total commitment in investing is 3 millions NT, by reviewing it , I realized I have to keep it for 5 years as it value much higher than , consider is my other retirement fund ( up to 65 years old ) 

Retuning mc fees from himalaya foundation and turn it to donation , may said at the ceremony , guest are surprised to know my voice is so good - I  mean , easy to accept and embrace .

Redding my e book download from city library . The life of extradiary sychologist are story of suffering and pain . What a good reading .

Promise to take the ride to Tainan with Daniel on Wednesday . Enjoy his super car then .

Ray :

1. Waiting is another option . Don't push yourself to the corner .

2. If you don't have options , you have shoulder , if you have options , you grow wings .

3. Your new year resolution in 2016

4. Freedom of choice is the free spirit .

5. Nice pizza - really ... But it's too rich to me . 

Exercise today

" I am doctor "

- since when you commit to be a doctor ( aggressive or progressive )

- why become a Doctor ( motivation )

- how long you've perform this role and how old are you ?

- your childhood dream ? Thinks about change ?

" talk in 3 mindset "

- willing to take risks 

- tell nothing but the truth 

- share your feeling and emotion .

Ya Tong taste of forum at regent

6 turn out : can't really know their name and begin with an interested ice breaker : I am a doctor ... Chu Ren is the first person who raise his hand at my workshop said " I can't do it " in public - I spend 20 minutes with him at the lounge but not the workshop rooms ...we connect indeed .

Chi Hun is surprise to see the result - he can't realty figure out how I can taim such a smart group and I can do it in the morning ? 

It's a bold test and I done my " human test " my way .

Fooling morning and sleeping afternoon

Decide go for sang ling campaign concert at freedom plaza - a symbolic thrine for anti authtotism .

 Freddy is good in campaign , I have no doubt he will win the election and become the musician turn legislator next year . I am here to check how's the politics marketing take place in Taiwan.

 Nothing to do in the afternoon after my 2 hours sleep .

 Morning drag by my fantasy . Keep browsing those ad on social media and try not to make the call .. What cause the brain distribute the stimulus ? 

Messes Wang , father and Christmas Eve in Taichung

Done an average good workshop with transglobe , release 2 days from work and Taipei , Meilijg and I decided go to douliu check how is my farther and stay overnight at Taichung .

 No surprised surprise : Wang go and stayed with my father , father tried to explaining who she is and how she is great to help him - this is an adultery and no need to explain it . I am ok but reluctant to act happy - this is a if you take my shoes scenario ... Father want to conduct surgery even dr Cheng give him his professional opinion - see what happen after 2015. 

  Done 3 stew pork rice for last 2 days - it's a dream come true , consider my health condition , I can't be too indulgent to enjoy fat and oil food - but it's a desire and I can't help but to try it .

 Chio Wu Dao is really a land mark in Taichung - walking along and you feel like you are somewhere outside Taiwan . Some creative staff street vendor enjoy wine at the grass while selling their product ... The life they enjoy might exceed them cubit life in any office .

 Sound was home yesterday , without tell us he will be home on Thurday and workout check if he keep his keys to home , he have to take all the consequence yesterday , I know it's a lesson to him but to him probably it no a a serious lesson . 

No expectations is good expectation

There's nothing call " over preparation "

The 3 effictive communication need more on site practice :

1. Self assessment : can be more precise on each score and provide a Chinese translation .

2. Feedback need a prior notification but it will the put all participatant in a " I am here for training and assignment base "

3. Feed foreward " themes " design should be done earlier ... And save time for practice 

Do good :

1. ---- is a life learning and it require life practicing do trigger emotion and vulnaviality .

2. Feedback sharing for : one you can accept as the blind spot is good 

3. One and mutual vulnaviality take the trust to different level 

When they ask more , I know I achieve somethings here. 

Turn out today :

Perry ( morning ) , Steven ( afternoon ), Allen , chi chi , Sharon , Dick , daniel , Sophia , Lara , Frank , Danny , Vincent , tiger. 

Tip

I tip 1000 and surprise someone - importent is direct relate to confidence ..

KC sent me home yesterday after the Dino / Hubert session 

- KC need to fix his arm and check his brain 

- wine / a test to friendship ...

Said to learn Amy Hsui is half parelize and Ivy Liu resign from Regent .. 

Coffee morning and lunch with Sherwood

Lunch with Sherwood is great :

1. Knowing young talent like him more 

2. Create a platform for him and William / Michael 

3. Potentials elite graduate vs elite next generation platform 

4. Change to learn what design thinking is. 

Morning coffee :

1. E Sun yang : lovely young man and maybe it's a good vicheal for me to do so assess management .

- condition : first 6 years for interest only ( or even longer ) to justify my insurance investment 

- test how much loan can obtain from this bank ? And earn our credit line ..

2. A zone 

- for fu it's a news for him . I don't want him to feel surprise when my consultant agreement signed 

- talents fly integrate resource is fine and better 

- incubation and design is a good approach in the resource integration development . 

G

What's wrong with G: 

- high pay 

- package deal 

- access to information not under his authorization 

- not aware of the political environment 

What's wrong with A:

- believe is old formula in making profit 

- bias in people Managment and leadership 

- no alignment between brothers 

- 2nd tier talent running the company and dream to be tier one game player 

Counting back : from 2011 I was engaged with them , and what's wrong with me ?

1. If CM can't include , the tie can't be solved 

2. Pamper the younger one but not really direct him 

3. Didn't spend decent time in bright coo and ceo . 

The surprise movie and the surprise adagio for strings

Want to the movie " The surprise " last night and so surprise to hear the melody " adagio for strings by Samuel barbers " the opening songs choose for Mr. Han's memorial ceremony today . An coincident and a meant to be .

 I am not well after the massage before dinner . Today is the big day for Mr. Han and those who live to witness this , I take a hot bath and my cold medicine also.

 Deco today is with elegance , for use one time and dispose after use is kind of waste , if Mr.Han can determine before pass away , what will he willing to change ? 

To-day and up-day

Sea dragon forum 7 workshop :

1. I bring the wrong and old file and need to fix the slides in 30 minutes . It's a pressure test .

2. Ken do have a concern about 3 members and after one day workshop . He have a different opinion .

3. Who's here ? Glendy ; Richard ; Ken ; Eddie ; LIN ; Chris ; voon ; Leo . 

Yesterday's take away :

1. VVG chapter experience 

2. Sample shopping at newwide experience 

3. Samuel barber " adagio for strings " digesting 

4. Star war opening day with Meilijg 

5. Meiling's yes I love you commitment 

Rehearsal

Alfred makes all the different, when adagio for string plays everyone one moved . And my way is a good background music for Mrs. Han's " his life and his way " Eulogy for Mr. Han 

So , I am in sad mood also , the overall program on rehearsal went ok , what we need to do ( for me )

1. Learn the adagio break around 5 minutes and at the break ask everyone to take there seats .

2. A good opening before introduce Mr. Cheng 

3. Something to say about Mrs . Han before playing the 3 minutes ( adjust ppt ) eulogy.

4. Bridge before the 15 minutes ( his life & his way ) 

5. Supplyment on other enterprise who is not here with us 

6.  Trigger when playing " my gratitude hearts " 

7. Introducing guest on first 3 line but not delivery speech 

8. Guest speaker one by one 

9. Introduce little sister 

10. Introduced lawyer Chen for closing application 

11. Announce the ending and remind go take the 2 books as a memorial gift . 

Assist

Ho's movie is made for himself , not to reach mass audience, if this purpose served , then it's fine.

So you need more than one interpreter to help you understand his movie before going to the movies .

It's hard for me .. Really.

Little demon / devil

It control my body and having me to move my though towards the action for continue my bliss in fulfill my fantasy , I tried so hard to resist and I am hanging there .

 The lesson for coaching this morning 

1. D : from nothing and everything is flat to an extend version of everything -- we take one and half hours - my learning , it not about physical territory or imagine boundaries but the mental wall - it's a smooth ride or headwind ? A leader can make the difference.

2. S : trap in another misfit investment , according to D , it can be more than one , when share the wedding ceremony movie and how grandpa took case grandma , I can see his eyes wet .

3. J : information to receive or accept . Learn what consensus is ... This is the key .

  I spend 4 and half hours of my fully charged energy and now prepare for memorial ceremony ...

Reading old blog

In order to find where I can access my previous memories with Mr. Han - I stop to read some old blog between 2010 - the year I am fully exit from Himalaya , the 2 months window - lulu and Stantly offer my job and how I end up with Spirox for the learning period - I need go check the LCPC one as well ... 

It's a good night last night : going out for sushi dinner with wife - walking around shin Shen south road and small alleys for 2 hours and talk on the walk .

 Finalized how to co works with Simon Cheng - chairman of tai shin charity foundations - the big opening should be fine now as I am doing the MC works 

 Preparing my moderator speech - no really the speech but the bridges for coming big day ... I told lawyer chen do send my farewell regards to Mr. Han tomorrow .

Highlight of everyday from Nov. 28

1. Nov 28 : learning Mr. Han passed away , it shift my planning for CFF meetings 

2. Nov 29 : Maryanne & Helen - W hotel dim sum lunch follow a wonderful Tamsui trip : Mackey cookie ; lovely Angelo dinner 

3. Nov 30: Maryanne & Helen for first half day to Yangminshan national park - cattles and YANIC sweet shop . Afternoon : michael and Estelle join for Misui Japanese lunch following She Fen sky lantern wishing .. The amazing massage at master Tang before welcome dinner at A cut welcome Ronda / Kris

4. Dec. 1: puyuma to Huailen and ling way bus to Yao Chung lunch . Chochi coffee then check in andente - dinner 

5. Dec 2: morning to cidel hunter school with rich experience - done indigenous lunch and then move to Shakadang trail and all the wow begins . Check in the dream hotel : silk place taroko and crest the high moment at the dinner 

6. Dec. 3 : morning hiking go both temple and chapel before the facial tatoo private mussume tour - explore the spectacular BUROWA and done lunch at YUKI's gallery . -- straight home .

7. Dec 4: first meeting for Mr.Han after getting everone and rejoin one day from da Sou zen then the she Yan restaurant ..fortunes telling , support from Ken and Sam and Minguls before the welcome reception at Mud bar

8. Dec 5. Day 1 opening : Steve Vai video help me and then I skip all the workshop perpararion for Memorial ceremony . Returns for dinners at VVG thinking , a wonderful setting and welcome from Royce .

9. Dec 6: a great U theatre zen drumming experience . Skip afternoon and return for the blind date dine around : Eugene / Chris at Taipei happening ; Sam / David at David's house ; David / Sunny at kitchen 28; Alfred do it alone at 1010; Royce / Ken at old bottom up , Hunert / Philip at couple Hakka private kitchen ..another night to remember 

10. Dec 7: full day presence and powerfully circle in closing : with tears , brief musume tour and great closing dinner at silk place national palaces work English puppy show - create many fun , David drivers an emotional opening and we didn't stop here , shelin night market is a bonus before closing .

11. Dec 8: early meeting for Mr han and pick up Dori to national history musume , the lovely Lotus pond cafe sharing and receive Dori's vulnaviality . Lunch at Xiang She is so great and follow afternoon check in before dinner with Hochen & Hubert , Angeli - good dinner 

12. Dec 9: Matthew tour to VVG hideaway and a bonus tour to space cycle . Dinner at Yu tong fan - Carrie restaurant and a long story telling night with a surprise : having Dori deliver a 4 hours forum something next day / work a 2000 USD fees ... Nights to pick up my fight as said by daniel .

13. Dec 10. Go to doctor Cheng before breakfast with Dori by 9:30 ... 

Jon stop 

A few things

1. As Daniel said : pick your fight , am I have the courage even to fight ? Dose father's health condition and where to take the surgery in Taipei a fight to pick ?

2. Mr. Han : if he can , will he insist on a grand memorial ceremony ? Will Mrs Han and relatives appearance a must ? And how he will say about the living fall in a political whatever ? 

3. Dori : why I put what you did , you have before who you are ? Why we exchange biz card before any conversation ? Why we weight others and ourselves in such a system ? Who taught us to measure people this way ? Why Matthew tease me ? 

4. CFF : you can't please everyone , so you choose who you really wish to make them happy and take it as the benchmark then follow it .. People can be different but don't be difficult . They said they come because of you . You should filter them , there are always hidden agenda not surface yet . 

5. English : my English improve or now they get to understand me more without language ? Am I use it more and have more confidence than before ?

6. Janet : well , as you wish to provide your generosity , you should not begin to think why .

7. Non stop service : this is a test of mental and physical endurance , I am not saying I am good about it but this is a try at age 55 , I only need to do it once. 

CFF host experience

The best thing to do is to skip class once you prepare for the whole meeting - and I have the experience this time .

 I return class by 4:00 pm and finish my ending facilitation " Human Test " and join the second night dinner at VVG thinking - an alternative restaurant booked after liuli cafe can't really deliver services .

 Welcome reception at mud bar is fine . Achoi provided variety of choices and they went for 101 themselves .

 I mimic Jeff's " I can't because " to escape from the expectation for taking man to bar or night club - and simply told everyone on the bus -- I am Cinderella and it bail me out from the expectation 

 Nan Man traditional market tour this morning went well . It end up 6 join - Mo / Amir and other 3 sister wives - helen / patience and Maryanne .

 Marryanne said my " turtle " feeling back to 3 or 4 years ago when we meet in London for the TF training ..

 The U theatre zen drumming is also good , short but inspiring and I am now skip my class again ... 

Too rich the life is , too busy to post your blog

Eco tour ended well , we were so lucky to have good weather follows us and the connection and bonding is there . KC and Angeli been good helper , Wanda is too young to pick up small yet sensetive things , maybe I am even worst back to her age.

 Andente is good for great experience , silk place taroko is where you should be once in your retreat .

 One day tour is a bigger tour and Thanks to KC / Angeli over doing many trivial things for me and no to mention Sam / Ken come all the way to support me .

  Saw Angela at Mud bar tonight , she greet and say : it's good to have CFF meeting in taiwan , I don't like to travel  and it seems Taiwan have nothing to do with her .. This is a very strange feeling.

  Dori / Amir / Mo / Barry / Norm said the same : we came because of you , I am fortunate to have friends like them and bless to comfortably doing what I love snd wants now .. It's an experience , and another great experience to be a host for international event. 

Early arrival morning session

Misty in Yangminshan and to explore cattle at chin tain Kong - good coffee at dream number 1 by Yanick and greet time together 

Small tour day

Helen and Maryanne : 

Lunch at W - MRT to Tamsui - Yun soap - Mackey dentist clinic coffee - Spanish Fort - dinner at Angelo

My experience :

1. Swift the mood from sad : mr han to pleasant - friends here 

2. MRT tour for foreign friends : vendor learn English and warm to foreign visitors 

3. Spanish fort : happiness exhibition is a good one 

4. Select food is good 

5. Wonderful time for connection 

Mix feeling

What increase and deplete your energy ? Something is roots from the same reason and you mixed .

CFF community and family alike friends coming today mix with pass away of my respected mentor Mr. Harold Han .. It's all mixed ... 

Mei Chen and the sad news

Mr Han pass away this morning - Mei Chin call just now . I will be the host / MC and I should do it .

Buy is be nice to yourself ?

The most sex selling terms is : you deseve it & be nice to yourself ...

Claim your ownership make you devloping the emotions to spend ...

I did : buy a save candle ; a new calendar , a pair of waking shoes and yes ... 

S C : 黄修權and Grace

Paul breakfast : met Christian and Grace come by 9:00 am 

SC: I see your happiness and we need to continue our talk 

Grace : understand boundary and wall make all the difference 

Roger : it's eternal when you find meaning of life and doing what you love 

Father came home

As Meilijg predict - for asking caring if he need to go for bone surgery and this is no one by Meilijg can help now

I listen and I will write down a questioner for Meilijg to take when see doctor on Dec.7th

1. The pros and cons for the surgery at my father age and his health condition ?

2. Dose it cover by public or health insurance 

3. What home care needs after surgery ?

4. Any rest / dorman foe revovery ?

5. If we need to do it in Taipei , who and which hospital you recommend ? 

The fair game for distribute parking space

Our little community will hold a session to discuss the " parking space " issue and the notice letter mention the decision can be made by those who attend the meeting - a bais and unfair approach , I told Meilijg if a fair game should be perform :

1. In our community : every house eligible to own one parking lot 

2. The remaining space for additional parking by 2 means 

- your second parking space request : by lucky draw on annual base 

- your third and more parking space request by bidding - the tender who offer higher rental win and the money will contribute to community funds .

NTR

Overheard 2 persons talks about NTR and how the tube suffers - thanks God we done it already but I have no idea the suffering is without any voice - blow up of body , liquid injection result to distortion and many many inhuman consequences. 

 I sit at Fung Ta cafe had my latte and organized coming many visitors and the conversation they did keep coming to me.

 Why a blind massager tatoo in his hand and had many phone calls ? How the world of blind conduct misbehavior ? What wants and desires a blind man hunger for ? 

 TOKU and those jazz musicians keep posting on Facebook , I am only treat them one meal and have our conversation over the meal - nothing particular .. 

  Buy myself a park of Nike walking shoes and trade pants - this is a habit before any new event - since fortune named ceo of Nike Ceo of the year , I am couries i.e. About it.

  McDonald seems to be a reality to H- I said at home , h can only be happy for one day and there will comes many obstacle , challenging the normal make you unique - go for it H.

Ending of first day facilitation

Ze ? Inspire me to conduct a 5 minutes " human test " to complete what I plan in the morning remarks :

- ended with a hug and warm feeling 

- reiterate " use your imagination " & " paradigm shift " 

Turning your weak point ( English ) to strong point ( Listening Skill )

Opening remark : CFF

I never meant to ... The trigger comes this morning when climbing the fairy foot hill and I finish by far the most satisfy opening remaks :

1. Royce support the image 

2. Steve's greeting video to connect 

3. My take away value and experience slides 

4. Proyocol and 

5. Irvin Yalom and my notation for " Enjoy your Regret Moment in Taiwan " 

It's about 10 minutes . 

Mayumi / TOKU and Itoh 88

If not because of itoh-San , we won't connect today , I am hosting lunch for artist as usual - TOKU a recording artist from Sony Music Japan and YUMI - who we met at body and soul many years ago . It connect all of us together .

 Lunch is good , and the good part is my coffee work Mayumi from 3:15-4:50 . And I learn the last 3 years about my good friend 88.

 88 strives for his label and artist , on his last 2 years , the album sales and gig can't balance his financial situation and add up his health issue - stomach cancer make him spend almost all his saving , Mayumi told me on his last year , he borrow money from relatives and now his wife Teoko is struggle in financial - I felt so sad when hear it and thinking how to make 88 label a living thing to us and his spirits can live with those he love and help before and this include us.

 Today in Tokyo , a memorial event taking place while we are gathering in Taipei, I will go and see him next Spring - January hopefully .

Body liquid

It's rare these day , body liquid force me to think on and trigger me go take action for release them.

And my brain telling me to plan it ahead , it will distract me on my planned session like coaching , merging , welcome lunch and facilitation .

 If you can't calm yourself , how you can ask your client to calm down ? If you don't have peace in mind , how you can bring peaceful feeling to others ? If you don't love yourself enough, there is no exceed love for others .

Tell your brain , this is all by the weathers, it cold and that stimulates the though and mind . 

Meditation and relax . 

One year anniversary for 88

I slept on coach for 2 hours , the consequences is stay up until 1:30 am in the morning . Many thoughts approach 

1. WCD

2. 88

3. M

And fruit back home by 1:15 am , she is gone too far , only remember to line for petty cash on every Wednesday, other than this , zero contribute to the family or even to Herself .. 

 Wake up work black eye , 

Taxi driver

" how old are you ? " I asked the taxi driver after the motorcycle cut in the lane and almost crash with us .

" I am 67 and still one year to serve as professional driver , am I too old to you ?" This is the self awareness coming from the driver.

" so the taxi driver can only serve until reach 68 , well I can sense your energy level is low " I didn't directly reply his question about age .

" yes , Energy and physical condition is not as good as before , things are slow down now "

" it happen to everyone and this is universal rules " I echoes 

 The driver slow down and drove in slow pace and wish to start conversations, my destination approaching and we didn't carry out the talk.

 At the liberary, the old time keep harassment to the liberian ask ask for cash out his money -menishia I guess , at the end , police came and yell at him then move him out .. He can hardly follow his daughter also - the junior high school boy told me at my study table .

Falling asleep

I didn't finish " November man " and didn't take my shower - from coach to bed , I was sleeping like a dead meat and at middle of the night , vomit cause my breathe suspended for some moments - and I keep sleeping . 

It's my second night slept before 10 pm , a recovery from ? Or a sign of my aging ?

 Working at ambassador hotel all morning to fix CFF related business , small tour - early arrival sight seeing - welcome dinner - Eco tour - one day in taipei .. It's challenge yet fun , I am enjoy and relax .

  About to have my old Japanese style lunch - grill salmon with steam rice . I am contest and happy ...

Steve greeting video

It's good to have a friend like him , it's a pity to squeeze him this way and come up with the script he can hardly related .

 Photos bring back memories . It seems I can't ignore the Dubai trip .

CFF small and big gang is coming .. It's like another festivals - KC worn out because of me , I really want him to enjoy from the whole experience , am I asking too much .

" human test " sounds easy but it ain't , it not like you squeeze tooth paste and it comes ... 

It's warm there

1.Jae saw me and waiving hello then told me : " we should take picture everytime see you here "

2.Nadia ask me for tea or coffee 

3.Wendy is exciting about me appearance 

I feel the warm from people surrendering , I used to work alone am ok with that for many years , connecting with people mean something .

 Lunch for pho - for the hard working volunteers and yes 

Ray like the Starbucks when we have our second session , I told him to come to me twice a months . It's an invitation , not a obligation .

Now I have a better pictures of where he stands now .. 

- products and financial supports

- gain confidence on backing on his feet 

- priority on things matters 

- a fianscial expert to support him on his entrepreneur development 

  Office with people sent difference ambience , I have not breath the air for so long . But forget to take picture 

Doug / sue and mo

Doug knew Sue and Mo for more than 2 decades --- 

He must believe in peer group 

Charles : need and want ; demand and supply

I appreciate what Charles said about me : high and honest 

What I learn from him:

1. 100% left brain thinking 

2. System and tool driving 

3. Prove of concept before roll out major commitment 

4. From one on one but not frame to rigid frameworks 

5. A Teach / guild of what ? Why and how on the Forum everything 

6. To maximize my right brain to the left brain development .

My take away from the conversation :

1. I know I can make a change everyday when walking to my office , and it's been 25 years 

2. When I am in office , I am frames and become a different person 

3. I know if slide is not coming from me , I will not buy in , not to mention all in 

4. I am couries about everything and want to learn - it's a hobby for 20 years 

Touch on Hubert's fortune Stone Lion

I place my phone on top of the stone line for charging - and pad the lion's body and head . A nice touch 

H come in his office and find it , remove the phone from the lion and put it on the ground - it seems a taboo to touch the divine stone lion ....

Mocking jay : final episode of hungry game

It's an awful and bad ending series - hardly you can remember what inspiration - trigger to you . It's so terrible 

Resonate

1. Why I never see Morher Teresa's photos with smile ? I deliver it right away

2. Why my 7 days to complete pair the the one we shared last night ?

3. I am resonate - are you study psychology ?

4. 

Friends forum

1. Friends quotes , friends song , friends general and specific meaning to you .

2. Jason , Angue , Satis , Ddenko ,  Sutando and me - Sutsndo who we have not met for 15 years or longer 

  Go deeper is not a want but an act , change is not only a will but a way .

What works :

1. Change on passing each card and supporting on each other 

2. Back to basic with new meaning 

3. Always a why and how debrief session to enlighten members 

4. You are one of them and you willing to demostrate a better peer 

5. Take away :

- on " image of your life " you offer a keyword and a quote to best describe them 

- you prepare a gift card for them to connect with the keyword 

- picture the symbol image as goal in the future 

- check in ( exercise )- buy in ( quote and video ) - all in ( exercise and sharing )

Hubert day

  Maple project goes to a near close - I see his excitement on the face but I am afraid the fantasy will bring him some unexpected outcome - as pre - mortem said - be very cautious .

 BThanks for Hubert support on the renew and extend contract for 3.6 millions total in a year - I have to also deliver some A Zone things as well.

  A zone call for continence " master for minor " with the fund on an open event . I totally agree , Meilijg said this is the fate that I can't get rid of talents fly.

  Charles change and I am testing his Williness for coaching - see how it goes next Monday breakfast . 

  Nice pork cutters for lunch 

Highlight

SUME - documentary about a Greenland rock band change the political landscape of his country , it's back to mid 70s and the young director bring the story back to us : 

- makly - singer songwriter why didn't turn to politician and the guitarist who against the use by political messages turn to be one ?

- why there's no dialogue between these band members ?

- why come for re record their 70 songs in 80's

- director do like " search for sugerman "

- how come the Denmark - Greenland situation remain the same or every generation have to deal with the same issue with youth passion and anger ?

 Hakka theater experience the first time . Not bad indeed .

J & K session

I asked if taipei rains ? Meilijg said not for last few days , but I put my umbrella in my back pack still. It rains when walk out Kevin's office now .

 Lidya call and income today is Kevin's birthday - she said will wait for me to cut the birthday cake together : kevin had a bruise eye , he said drunk and knock on the floor at yun nan .   

  Cha Cha do a KL brand plan presentation and follow with Kevin's fund raising idea , I warm myself to listen carefully but not to draw any conclusions . Kevin ask how much he can raise ? I ask him how big is his dream ? How's his credit prove to be a brand developer or Entreprenuer ? And why people will invest to him ? 

 Kevin ask about KC ? He need him now and Kevin told me he got married - I said yes  I know . 

  My last advise : we all need someone to push or monitor , if you are ready , let me know .

 J is very stressful now / so many regularlation and ambiguity arouse and he need to deal so many non operational issue in deep tense . How to do :

1. Share your feeling and emotion 

2. Head up with your professional advise and experience .

3. Be an internal resource - consultant 

Happy top 5

From a person with near death experience :

1, family 

2. Help others to success 

3. Challenge intellegent 

4. Regular sex

5. Travel 

Not necessary to follow but honor . 

Chin Ming pass away at 41

I saw him 2 months ago for TPO event to huataoyou - he take Yu Ping's role and as COO doing everything to support father's dream - if I am right , it's 2009 , I remember he guild us at the tour and humble as before , met his wife at the shop - family business run by family members .

I capture the sad news from fb - just a name correlation - the " gathering Chi for him " message pop up , when take a close look as the massage . He passed away by 18:00 yesterday .

 We at Diverso forum do 4 steps connect 3 topic : the elder / our kinds / and who we want to be . The 80's tribute speeches , net value vs how much you need ; top 10 wants to give up links quiite well .. As I sad . The forum meeting is good , but I am not appreciate individual connecting with everyone . 

Diverso forum Ho Tram retreat

Coming to HCM city from HK and continue Diverso forum - I intentionally miss the Aug. meetings - thanks to typhoon . Pino left after Aug. and I don't really miss forum but a few good friends such as thien / Kirati / Teck mor and bp.

Ho Tram is a big project but I don't see its future : golf course / casino / hotel / beach seems to be a perfect combination - however the human gathering is not there yet.

Take away :

1. Not a moderator ease my anxiety . Can relax and enjoy Meeting 

2. No comment on actively recruit new menber 

3. Difficult people give day chair hard time . So I postpone my terms as day chairs 

4. Meeting connection is good . As for individual I see difference still 

5. Not in a forum junkie mood - it's not even on top 10 important list - 5 out of 7.

Saigon

Flying to Saigon from HK : the girl sitting next to me is kind , having been take Cathy pacific flight , don't know many function about the entailment , the girl is helping me out.

Tech mor coming - he remain the same or willing to act the same -- don't let others know his physical situation , walk slowly , breath lighter and still telling joke and laugh hard .

 We go for a pong lunch - good and taking the professional massage arrange by thien . I might caught cold there .

  Dinner at nice places - another good Vietnamese restaurant :

- simply and pure cusine 

- one dish a time 

- rare mix material 

What I like the best ? The first dish and the pumpkin flower staff with fish meat . Sore Flower Soup is different too.

Sad day for Paris on 2015.11.13 Friday .should we not over use " terrorist " it grow the hateray and peace will never come .

Trigger me

- intercontinental HK is the old regent hotel and it bring back my memory about producer Tsai's last family trip when devloping Brian tumor - sad memory 

- remind me about how I addict go arcade games and having Meilijg to stay with me when I plays - she always be there for me 

Who triggers

-Sang Ly : who is forum officer ask if I can do a family forum for them Beside conduct forum workshop to Vietnam chapter .

-The Internet telecom guy: a strong iron man who really move by all the exercise 

-Paper gentleman : been dealing crisis one day before still commit to be with us 

- Vhan : land developer knows the 3 some and receive many Ahha moment 

- phong : as sweet as before and remember what I shared 3 years ago .

- Chris who do the plastic things is very insightful and can speak mandarin well.

Vietnam 6 S forum how it goes

My unplug virgin workshop goes well , the dysfunctional forum and moderator didn't impact too much .

In the morning , like a blind date - Phuong keep telling me no woreies but the whole team can only gathering by 9:10 am , and sill one person mission - the one who hardly can either listen or speak English : new challenge occurred 

Choose to stay at intercontinental is another mistake - it took hour to reach marina club and due to traffic , everyone on board by 10:10, we can only start our workshop from 10:30 , moderator said only : it's all yours -- well this is OK 

-- check in with " what's your name " and 

-- follow basic such as : CTO / Communication protocol / Johari Windows - it's a buy in 

-- trust module works well . Set the layer with transparent - given - exchange - take time - win/win ; we only do 4 befor ending .

-- encourage everyone to share deep in their native language - it won't hurt if I can understand or not .

- group sharing and survey 

- check out and gift cards works 

Ray

To witness your success in pursuing your passion and accompany even the dream dosen't come true .

Take away :

-Vertical relationship : acceptance and respect .

Horizontal relationship : recognized and inclusive .

- I love all my child but won't tell you who I like the most .

- don't make the decision by comparison but to follow true north .

- the freedom to choose is a true greedom .

- need a strong shoulder or to grow you wings ?

- accumulate ain't easy to resolve .

- information is to receive but not accept. 

- what make me today ? Chicken and dare to try any physical contact .

- coaching regularly is like dealing with slow disease , it gradually alter your body , once encounter emergy , you need go check in IR .

It's scary : new fraud

When begin go transfer my credit card expense , the vender machine pop up with a stranger receiving account and skip the process for you to key in your own account - it seems your money will go to another person's account of you ignore the full sop - thanks god I save 100.000 NT . 

My self awareness

-Preparing unplug is exciting , it force me to be more organized ..

-Meilijg deserve a better hot spring treatment as she see the care giver to my father is inevitable in the near term

-greeting to mother before she went for pick her medicine . It surprise her and Meilijg . What Meiling said surprise me more : you should greet her more as she is your mother and it will make her happy 

- 2 birthday gift : flower from Bengo and cake from steven ; I know it's all handle by secretary , why they care more ? Since I am not tie to there business now .

- story Corp today : Vietnam war 50 years - those who I will connect probably didn't experience themselves ? How to be vulnable ? 

- throwing out from ambassador VIP : biz center - well I am expecting and I don't mind

- Angeli : why keep Hubert's Schedule with her , it's no point to spend time 

-- KC : don't worry to much , not everyone speak English deseve better service .

-- yes , sex is important ... Many not love or its different. 

LCPC compensation committee meeting

We spend 5 minutes for 2 meeting and received 3000 allowance - it's kind of shame .. But we are expected to perform this way .. Miss Wu and Michael Wu and me - me and you and ...

11/11 single day

-Happy birds day - day after birthday .

Birthday grerting from .... No reply and let it be 

- daniel Keng call - surprise and not surprise : he still disclose his fairy tales - do something big .. Leverage fame and famous .. This is Daniel 

- CFF committee meeting : Amir and the reluctant of forum committee to feature him as speaker : about doing forum outside forum or outside YPO . How it reflect to me ...

-- Dori said she commit to come to me and this is follow her spirit or heart .. Well I can flatter .. 

Eating meditation

One bite a time ; chew well before swallow ; look at what you eat , not those on the table .. Appreciate during eating .

Eat alone - don't talk . 

Hanes 4 take home this morning

1. Self awareness : what works on other apply to ourselves also 

2. Needed : been needed creates our value ; the flow of value : grow confidence - fulfill energy and ignite our passion .

3. Self access where we be needed ? Personal / family and business 

4. Do the mind hydrine : similar to brush teech diary : no negative self talk. 

Hanes is back to Normal . His curiosity about emergency coach is due to :

1. You are needed 

2. You are trust 

 Met bishop at the Christian book store - he looks so warm and with compassion .

 Manage to file the little plastic cards for my unplug session - it seems to organized ( or feeing I am organized ) offer me a feeling about I am ready ...

Naminate , Wanda and Shen An

Sheng An shere his growth background and the story with me , this is how he trap in the situation now - 3 conclusion 

- if you don't have option , you will grow your shoulder 

- component your anxiety and to deal it sepetate with 3 scenarios 

- self esteem and confidence is everything .

Wanda is not a fish but she is smart enough to pick up what we aim to : pre programs for CFF 

Now it's a new page : doing my unplug preparation and practice .... 

 Eat too much pizza for lunch - terrible 

Handling emergency : as a coach

Dr. Cheng is not clear about how he should turn out a positive 50 and we spending 2 more hours at Paul cafe for an early morning session : he will donate to talents fly ... I am blessed 

H call this morning and having me for his overnight gesture - the strong emotion cause by the big fight with significant one night before : I listen and share the one action solution : " I am suffering , I have try my best ; please help me " this is what I can do . The other biz issue is kind of blur -- am I doing it with W? 

Morning Steve Vai closing meeting : thanks god it's even out and Royce do have a " I need you look " , I am offering my coaching for the future .

C. H fails his campaign at SEE Beijing elections , it give me good window for coaching . See how it goes .

I need or want exercise : it seems I want it badly . A hiject of mind and I am going through another stage of my life 

Family sports day

They build a sports arena inside : half baseball filed ; squad ; bedminton ; ping pong ... And he urge family invest on the health as wealth is no longer the issue .

 I join the sports day as an outsider , play ping pong with him and his son .. It's fun . All the family member come down   Dress up and do some sports - I mean some - like a demostraion .

 I am not sure if my participant treat as intruder ? Or this is another family drama people just help to please the father ? I don't know but I play and I play . 

 I leave my racket their - look like I will be a regular visitor and family sports day members -- This is fun right ? 

Do what

Again , this is it : " if you don't have passion , you don't have energy ; if you don't have energy , you have nothing "

 Work on my first " unplugged " forum slide as it will take place on coming Friday in HK : on the boat .. See how I may deliver to all Vietnam forum .

  Going to the " ping pong " coaching session with Stiven - according to weather forecast : it's Autumn Tiger - hot as summer - hope for a swearing afternoon .

 Yes , I am complaining and I spread to to YPO office - this is too much for me and I should not act as PD's Assistsnt - they are paying for delivery .

Remember who you are

First time facilitate for an all male spouse forum under local forum : open up is so difficult and the distance and trust is not as strong as YPOer.

Working spouse - yes , most of them running a bigger operation / firms than their qualified members . This make a difference .

And seniority : consider wife normally is younger than husband . So we have 2 60 plus members - they are easy and can be slow or careless too.

Get the vulnability ain't easy - I achieve it on the last session - appreciate for the one not with you ... And it burst out ..

The vibe is there and I am ok with earthing , again , there is no such thing as " over preparation " as it happen today 

1. Feedback pairing for a group of  8 , they finish it in 15 minutes ( normally it took 90 minutes ) 

2. Symbol of your life : again , the drawing is fast and the sharing is less than one minute each 

What works well :

1. Communication starter 

2. Index cards 

I am told this is a loose forum

All male spouse and willing to pay me well to Macau for the retreat -- why told me they are loose  ?

Meet them at the lobby just a few minutes ago : Joseph / Redmer / James / ki? / Irwan ... 

 I was asked not to over prepare and don't work too hard ... So .. A new experience to me .

 Next one will be more interesting : retreat on the boat .. 

Perfect Mandarin Oriental , imperfect Macau

1. Expense portage chicken and taste ok 

2. 10 minutes recreation ask for sky high price 

3. No smile people on the street 

4. Gambler strange looks every where .

 I am diving to make the supercharge better and I am getting there . 

You are truly been trusts

H call last night for a personal issue and advise ; D wrote me a long message 3:00 in the morning and I conduct my session with J and met with D . Other than this to extend my stays for a 2 hours I am here ... Skip one coaching as this set an emergency .

 All Males Spouse - j is commit and share his personal before we really meet . I appreciated that .

 P from Vietnam ask if I remember him and ask my date to HK for his forum on the 13th. 

 More or less - you only be more transperent and be more authentic - genuine - . I should be even humble 

Charles Hsu and his empire

It's a touch base - and only touch base .

My feeling :

1. We have bounding .

2. Maybe a one on one bi weekly .

3. Free style with no pressure to adopt change 

4. Can happen next year . 

5. Time commitment is key constrain .

Help to better polish his SEE campaign " details is nothing but number and wording " deliver with you own story . Missin coming from proud to represent Taiwan. 

I am lucky to done all the printing / stationary preparing at the waiting Windows .

Good heart , bad heart or what

There is no good heart or bad heart , there's beautiful and ugly heart .

Good morning coach

Meet Laura at transglobe lobby and otian the " free pass " and bump into Stiven before elevator comes .

So I take a difference office walk with Stiven before his " my last month in Europe " he is as nice as before . With insight and not really 100 % enjoy Chairman role - he will get there .

D is happy too because her major headache : J have been well accept by Stiven . No more pain .

S: good memories . D : foreword looking . One speak and the other listen carefully.

  Meilijg is too tired to talk when drove me to Transglobe . I am ok but need to share how I feel too . It's a good morning coach .

  Checks the banquets room inside office : 

Morning awareness

1. My own coaching check list to me.

2. Don't stop reading English book / magazine 

3. Father's Health : it's coming 

4. What I should do to sister and my nephew ? 

5. Sharing Moment with fruit ? 

6. Solve all the talents fly unfinish business . 

Exercise is doing your own good

1. Practicing your displine 

2. Give yourself a lift 

3. Refresh thinking even mind wounding 

So this is a basic rule :

Good weather - climbing Mounties 

Bad weather - shaking hands 

No good or bad mood should change it .

Sign the " no invasion reduce " decleartion yesterday . I should take care of myself .

Non stop or don't stop

Don't stop selling is what Doug taught me on Saturday ; don't stop believing is what journey accompany me every morning .

Non stop is kind of never ending , always improving and run the marathon without finishing line - this is life - one way street . 

Love me : do good to myself

It's a long day , no complain as I remember what Warren Baffit said " if you don't passion , you don't have energy , if you don't have energy , you have nothing "- 

No massage and no recreation . Find s cafe and begin my story build up : finish 90 % percent and this make me happy .

Do a sandwiche , done a good sushi dinner - I feel content to treat myself today .

 The gentleman at the PC repair store kind of fraud me in the beginning , his face turn red and agree to redo what I asked and waive the 300 NT for doing nothing . I pay another 4200 for window office and another 800 for surface pro 3 : thanks god now I have one back up always .

It doesn't work for me

Wake around 6:00 , exciting about transfer what I prepared yesterday into a slide by slide workshop flow , but my surface  3 doesn't work , it can't boost for 2 hours , I have to fine my other back up PC  / Norebook and found window system is not function also . 3 notebook / pad on strike at the same day - what dose it meant to me ? No angry and no complains . I am sitting in front of them but doing nothing .. Quite a suffers moment .

Connect with Doug

I resonate his mail last night and leant the message of : ball on your hand , feel free to connect or not ...

I arrive W on time and we began with Steve Vai event - Doug had dinner with David Lin last night and visit TransGlobe while Stiven was unavailable - Doug in Impact - SEN networks and we exchange about Steve's " Seeing the invisible " concept and Doug told me Nobert had dinner with him before flying over here in Taiwan for Steve Program - what a small world - you can only be transparent - this is prerequisite to trust and then comes 4 leyer of trust : give / exchange / overtime / beneficial mutually.

 Steve Vai send a " I want to donate " mail - how touching and I really don't know what to do ? Maybe and its maybe - I have to continue what I begin with " master for minor "

Busy this and that ?

  Bump into yo yo at regent elevator entrance - we had a 2 minutes update . Speed and sweet , he know who I am but I know it will be difficult for him to see me these 2 days - but I am happy now ..

It's like AT&T : American this and that - I can fooling around all day by little trivial thing and can't really focus on prepare my " Macau supercharge " if centering is what people need , I need it as well . Keep quite Sunday to work on my scrip for the " all male spouse forum "

  Invite inf mayor Ko is not a good idea as it bring me tons of trivial things - dealing with it wasn't my expertise and it really wasting my life .

 Lucky to have Charles Lin / Daniel Yang donate 48 red and 32 white wines for coming CFF retreat - what I need now is to encourage more hosting member for CFF - not at easy as I expected 

  Good A Cut lunch with Kim - no one is Evil and I am favor people born with compassion - good heart . Sharing and connection make thing turn around .

 Jean told me many personal thing , I am listening like a coach : marriage / family / intimacy and children . At least this time we have a solid plan - for the magic house locate at A Zone permenteely . It take more teamwork and framework to make it happen , I know it's good and I am aiming to a triple win scenario 

  Non stop 4th day climbing - mind wondering a bit but not as yesterday . Post my " check in - buy in - all in " breathe and breathe message on fb - secrets code 

  Seeding Berlin and Bully quarrel over the social media - why and this is not commission -- 

Pedo and Peter

Taking my dentist clinic and found out Peter develop a terrible scenario - money issue with ro Roltary Club and with Pedo too ... This is another story . Should I ask more or let go ..?

Lunch with Aidan / Patrick

What about Aidan :

3 camels from Dubai names : orange ; banana and lemon 

We will date next time at land mark for ice cream 

Patrick is kind to sponsor lunch for CFF on Dec. 4th

Yi Ren for body change and the sugery going on Nov. 18 

Interest in personal coaching - one on one forum as him quotes .

Macau is an ongoing thing - bless to be better .

Morning mountaineer and snail

I picture snail on my way to the mountain peak - only the sizes difference , they alway climbe along the concrete stairs - slowly and gentely .

Slow is a bias word and I am mind wondering these days - even through I done my climbing the 3rd day .

  Norm's response remind me the imperfect mail send by Jeremy do cause confusion among CFF community , I am planning to obsorb it and hopefully find a sponsor to do it together .

  Ask Meilijg support my mentally on the initiative I take these days - I need someone to share my emotion without hurting others - I hope she will understand.

 A good night note to Sound last night, it should not be a silent break during his study days .

  Fruit always - no exception ask for kitty money on time . Her devote go Mai Zen and come home after midnight wasn't right . How can I correct her the cult is not really benefit to her ? 

  Can Do , Will do , no yet complete the " no invented resecue " statement . Should do it today . 

  Preparing to die is a lesson everyone should take but only a few willing to .. Am I ready for the class ?

Nice cafe and lousy day

-Le weback is a nice cafe , so I skip the study room and dive in , it turn out doing little thing .

-David Du is too last minute - send him sign cd and for both Michael / David 

-DDM can't accommodate visit on first week of Dec. no Cham for zen - replacement is a headache for me .

- wondering around - mind wondering less 30% of your happiness - learn it from TED radio hour this morning - done my mountaineering the 2nd day .

- Major office is so so buracricy - really . I am not sure if they take phone recoding . A perfect match with YPO ca -- I am complainting now 

- the last witch hunter : I am not there ,a typical mind wondering 

- lick happy : 10% wondering accordion to the tracing your happiness result 

Monday staff

1. Doctor chen : thanks you and I will pick up exercise 

2. Lunch at the chicken house : at least a make up for me.

3. Movie : the Italian journalist bio story : love is so stronger and yes 

- tell the truth , it hurts but it cure.

4. Let Meilijg enjoy her spa night : I am working on the CFF itinerary .

Last weekend

1.Sound and Meilijg went on a quarrel and the ending is no talking .

The night before we went to " black mass " all together and talks about white and his senetor brothers and if change the role - who will be who ? 

2. Update with Daniel at a close by cafe - guess what ? Bump into jerry gin . Another surprise , Daniel is so kind to let me do all decision on my own .. A true brother .

Do it differently and do it right

What's wrong for being right ?

My takes away today :

1. I did exercise which follow doctor's order yesterday - sweat a bit and stretch a bit . 

2. On the road : I hear Evelyn taking about hand drums - beautiful sound 

3. Steve Vai call without asking : a partner for better world ? Seeing the invisible partner to the world - this is so unique and I am going to donate myself - or win an Nobel prize ? 

4. Thank you Ming : I am not out of the world yet so have to decline the invitation to Xing Wei at this moment .

5. Abandon invented rescue : take back the decleartion form , I will fill it up tonight 

6. Lunch at W : SEE no evil , why leave ? Ask Charles : I should bring back to normal life and support family - if you need my service , yes , let's make an appointment .

7. Hubert session : reluctant to hotel , hyper in other business and struggle with same old issues - we need to restructure our deal in business and personal development .

8. Kim : settle with peace , and I am inviting him for good lunch on Friday .

9. CFF meeting with KC and Angeles : it seems my rough itinerary get things going now .

Ming Chi

I didn't know I am the few who met Chung's wife Yang Mei Mei before . And I am the 4 who come done to Tainai attends her funul ceremony .

It's a very heavy ceremony , Chung cried and not weep , I only only use one word to describe it " Grief "  they play her life in slide show and Chung wrote her wife such a touching farewell letter , it ended this way : " how far we can go , we take it as forever " 「能走多遠，就是永遠。」it's too heavy for everyone at the ceremony , emotion flows and no one can escape from this emotional wave , I cried so many times , when time to perform incent and greeting family.  I hug him so deeply , hold him so tight and I wisper to Chung " this is forever , it's forever " 

 Slide show at ceremony tell the story to those who is not familiar to the main character - we see it at birthday , at wedding and at funeral . Yang and Chung met at the age of 17 and got married 12 years later ... Lost your best love is heavy 

 My learning from this unusual ceremony is :

1. If I leave before Meiling : don't do this , it's too heavy for me and others - just a few friends talking and playing music

2. If Meilijg leave before me : I will share my love to her privately , I can't stand to show the world my vulnability .

3. Not the funeral house event - it's too cold 

 What happened after the ceremony ? On our way back to Taipei , on the HSR , I saw wedding bride and groun taking HSR to Taipei , and so so amazing , I am sitting at 8 cart number 8E , they are at 7E - I greet them with a " congratulation " before taking my seats , there must be another slide show to tell their story tonight , one day in a life - what I profound day in my life .. 

Fan Yu

Meilijg and I decided to lent her 100.000 and we don't expect the money to return - we knew each other for more than 3 decades but to be honest , we hardly knew each other well.

I try to open her heart at lunch and to dilute her anxiety - learn she have no money at all , negociate debt with bank and screw up a so call " dream project " funded by one of a friend : for this , it is difficult for her to disclose and I can't force her as well - it only come back to me where our 100,000 is a support or damage to her current situation .

 As know she need 50.000 as mostly living need , our gesture many support her for next 3 months , I told fan this is the fund to bring back her confidence , to what she good at and win many other relevant income to support her in the future .

 A seed have no right to complain a our hard land ; a talent have no say to challenge ... Who send me here ? God ? Or course not - it's Meilijg , she is the Angel - and God abandon you ? No , God helps those who helps others ...

 She is so anxiety , so lost of confidence and so confuse about her future ... We account for our own living and should be posively gaining what we need. 

We dealt it

Before lunch - Meilijg send me a reminding message - don't be emotional , I didn't and so CFF win Angeli's friendship support as well , I only share with her why YPO mentions so many times at our event .

Yu Ping really play downgrade no matter she told us this is her first time to deliver hardship to Kim ( or any person ) in more than a decade and she's been calculated the damage might done to her ( but not include us ... ) I didn't debate on that , but I did 2 things :

1. Share with all the role YPO did for support Steve's trip 

2. We do have key stakeholders in the chat room and received this accused message .

Good part : Royce have someone play the notes Steve wrote on the backboard of our event - this is so beautiful - so beautiful .

I bough the book " ethical intelligence " at Eslite books this afternoon and it is the reflection of what we suffered .

A wonderful intimacy with Meilijg yesterday

The things at talents fly really bothers us , I marks it below :

Business : do the right thing good 

Charity: do the good thing right 

So I am really trapped in what I want to do good - Meilijg said it perfectly: the easiest way to perform your charity is to donate money , the means in perform it is so complicate , so get yourself rich and then donate it , not to perform it.

  So after my reconcile at the Dao Temple , I decided to go to movie with her " no escape " and we went bed so early last night and had a good intimacy before falling asleep .

 Woke up by 3:30 am - seems the good cause bothered me still , self reflect and remind myself for the meeting and lunch today : no emotions / no upset and no complain, only listen and accept - I surrender . 

TransGlobe tour

I didn't know there is no session today , Jason reply with a YES , do I am here :

1. There is no rule but one rule with the owner - go with the flow but SOP

2. If caught in between , find yourself a partner to engaged and support you 

3. Surrender to the earth , There is rule of nature you just don't against it.

 Call chi chi and find the chance to

1. Obtain expectation for 13th workshop 

2. Knowing to obtain comment from Jason also 

3. Understand coach might not works for Joseph but to others perhaps 

4. A tour to employee space on 17th floor and customers space on 4th .

  This is so so unique