Fan Yu

Meilijg and I decided to lent her 100.000 and we don't expect the money to return - we knew each other for more than 3 decades but to be honest , we hardly knew each other well.

I try to open her heart at lunch and to dilute her anxiety - learn she have no money at all , negociate debt with bank and screw up a so call " dream project " funded by one of a friend : for this , it is difficult for her to disclose and I can't force her as well - it only come back to me where our 100,000 is a support or damage to her current situation .

 As know she need 50.000 as mostly living need , our gesture many support her for next 3 months , I told fan this is the fund to bring back her confidence , to what she good at and win many other relevant income to support her in the future .

 A seed have no right to complain a our hard land ; a talent have no say to challenge ... Who send me here ? God ? Or course not - it's Meilijg , she is the Angel - and God abandon you ? No , God helps those who helps others ...

 She is so anxiety , so lost of confidence and so confuse about her future ... We account for our own living and should be posively gaining what we need.