After the movie " wraths of titian " with sound and Meiling , we went home , wife keep working on her fire rice . This is for prepare sound's coming weekend at home. We are engaged to go to Yilan with Monita and tony - the couple retreat which were set earlier at RMF 3 training ! The meeting arrangement for Monita went quite well, much better than everybody's expectation , tech art contact with genetic tech farm seems to be a ok deal , Simon refer rose to work with Monita as farm manager seems went pretty well, far Easter university had a great chance to co-develop with the inner Mongolia government ! But it seems to me I done everything for friendship , a friendship develop from my facilitation , when share it with Meiling, she is so unhappy, unhappy about my lack of business sense and not able to carry or secure my own interest , but only to give my relationship to others , spending time and money , win nothing and peobsvley I will end up at a retire solider house when getting really old.
I am not saying what Meiling mentioned is wrong , but how to create value and secure my value in exchange of long term benefit is a lesson, the strong message Meiling sent is kind of hurt my feelings and my confidence in carry out my works . Yes relations should be exchanged for something , but I dont know how to process and to safe guards what I values , this is confuse me , really , from Meiling's view point , Monita is too selfish and taking advantage of my relationship but in return with nothing , now, I don't really know how should I face all the relationship build and don't know If relaxation to china is a smart move, even through I understands I should invest in china, but if there is no customer , no business, no income, what's the point to risk myself further , I should be more focus on developing my coaching expertise and earn from what I master , this is puzzl me , really
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