2 things or 3

1. Why Lucy still make me feel bothering ?

2. Why I need to response ? Dance with her and added value to her ?

3. Why I need to see her ? If I am not willing and do have priority to that ?

These why construct my " victim sdydrome " , she is not awere neither response for my gesture , all I have to do is get rid of it and living my life happier .

 Bonus : why Meilijg told me I am good in written Lie ( she means go make up excuses ) but when in person , I been hit again and again -- 

 I don't need to lie and no need to response ! I am not the one who worries . If you are too serious , you lost the game .