My confession

I admit that I can't get rid of the attraction - although it's been 2 years.
I surrender to my human nature and learn that I MUST accept it , otherwise the guilt won't be Away .
I do have my midlife transformation lesson to learn and can't escape from it
I am triggered by many side attraction and can't help myself finding an antidote / solutions .
I need to be as normal as I can ..
I don't play the role of victims and won't blame it on me only .
I can handle it well as long as I be very prudent .
It's not a rationale games , so don't bother to count the pros & cons

I am on the taxi to HSR station . Destination Tauyoung .


Roger