詠清日：earlier than April 30th

I wish and I hope:

1⃣If there is a garden , I wish you enjoy all the flower and refreshment .

If there isn't any garden . I hope you can image one which you enjoy the most.

2⃣if there's a life , I wish there is no pain at the after life 

If there's no life . I hope you will create an ideal life you dreams before life .

3⃣if you willing to help and found no one there waiting -- please take me again as I always be inspired by you on the last few years when you were able to text " beauty of life " to me 

4⃣ if you can share and willing to do so. Please feel free coming to my dream . I know Meilijg will open her arm and welcome you as much as I do.

5⃣if you may : please let me have the courage to overcome my weakness in dealing with my will...

6⃣if I can , I should not ask for more as the memories is rich encough to me and should be a fountain of love always.

  I am not poetic nor linqustic - I just lazy in expressing my " memories days memo " in Chinese . I know you won't mind. And yes . Why not make it another resolution to us - another secret to keep between us :

1⃣no cheating ; less lying 

2⃣walk the talk 

3⃣become the person I want to be

4⃣live a healthier life 

5⃣a profound wellness life 

6⃣top 5 strength finder and the to do 

7⃣perform good 

  This is the 5 years since you gone --and I really miss you...