Wandering and wandering

Not in the mood - no working excitement ; it's a temperory symptom or a decrease of passions ? This is the reflect for last 3 days :

1. A long lunch with CSR community 2.0 : young nana ; Wendy ; Joan and Luke with new leader jay . Nothing right or wrong I just share how we founded csr and the rord from past to the potentials 

2. Diana : she knows every executive in the company and everyone have deficit , she call me by 7:30 due to a " why Roget call the first person ? " suspicious . Difficult to lay her trust , focus on details .. James's day is gone 

3. Friday night ? Watch the Chinese movie " blame to the god ? " very sad movie by jia Chang Ko : 4 stories and well diatribes China today .. 

Sat .

1. Visit father in laws thrine 

2. Bring sound to sea food trip : the little fishing is not as good as before and the restaurant next door " mama Chang " even worst. 

3. Going to the movie " Heli " the Mexican director won the best director on 3013 cans film festivals - drug and corruption - such a sad movie 

 Reading the " blood transfer " story is good but to receive Yu ping's "2 more geniue " and 3 days discussion keep me worry - I never want to grow the organization -- how to face it ? 

" houses of the cards " is good to watch - done season 1 first 2 episode .

Maybe :

1) I wish to have the island wide trip but can't really deliver 

2) anti nuke power hijack referendum let me anger 

3) no physical exercise put me in low energy status 

4) no love syndrome ? Maybe