Irvin yalom " creators of the day "

I bought it at book fair yesterday , I meant to bought it but with another reason - the clerk at the cashier is so cool beauty , I can't help to look her over and over and she must aware of it .

Reading it today and It bring me back to the memorie of the dying man sitting next to my father in law at their terminal stage 

He can't talk and almost blind - over heard by doctor he develop lung cancers at his last few days - no one visit him but the nurse allow him to smoke - the last few pulps while he is alive - a very strange feeling to me - cause by smoke and turn himself to a deadly end and on his numbered days , all those who tried to save him allow him to take his habit until final moment , is it the mercy or humanity ? I don't get it and what about Sam Duan's philosophy in use up all his organ until last day since he won't donate them ... 

Philosophy is teach us how to live our life more pracefuly . In your own way and follow others ... At the end , everyone go by himself. 

And I really enjoy sitting on my new year gift - a leather / wood director's chair , reading , thinking and enjoy moment of my own .