Why I felt grift when saw it at Grammy ?

I am not sure if this is a no change routine , when turn on Grammy 57 at channel 45 , when the show come to an end - yes it's a show yet an award presenting event . It take 2 minute to memories those who pass in 2014 , talent such as : Johnny winter ; joe cocker ; Pete Seeger and Casey kensen .

I felt so grief even thought I am no longer involved in music business , why I produce such a empty to it ?

And Meilijg turn her head to me : why not do music anymore ? A big question asked by so many people and include myself .

The 57 Grammy , Sam smith / beck and the message : no more domestic violence ; black human right ; rights for recording artist ... 

John legend will be a legend ...