Developing story day 2

I couldn't sleep well . For concerning her safety , don't know then I felt in sleep .

1. Wake up 6:10 am and check her line response : " happy " period .

2. Call and no response with voice mail : the number is not turn on yet .

3. Reply with my line : if you decided not to let me know where you are , then please decide everything now .

I am at peace and only raise one / recall one bad memory when first day resporting to spirox and found it a trap .

She told me over the phone : If you can't take the job , why not kill yourslef ? I am not sure the mind tigger now is a " toxic or juice of inspiration " ? 

Going to my day now . Count every moment , you don't live for anyone else and you fill in the moment and create meaning to your life .