I am so angry

The anger last for at least one hour - sound's manner cause me mad and his mother play the nice mom get me even anger -- I feel the upset for so long and what I did after :

1. Go up to my room and change cloth 

2. Bring my patty cash out from the desk drew 

3. Go down the stair and told Meilijg how angry I am and how I am not happy about this ugly situation 

4. I told her I won't be at home for high moon festival family reunion 

5. I still breath the anger toward bus station 

6. Got on bus number 606 - retire service hospital is the final destination .

7. Meilijg call when I am on the bus and she told me how I taught her go do should apply to myself -- 

8. Meiling told me sound is too sense of about I am reluctant to give him hug when he got home on Friday - I reply is he is so sensetive , why can he take  parents role and behavior better ? Anger didn't go away .

9. I change my mind reluctantly and get off at Kuang Kung 

10. I walk to Broadway Cenimex and buy 3 tickets for the 13:20 movie " my little youth "- this is the movie I really don't want to see but always on meilijg's list to watch 

11. Call back to Meilijg and ask her go bring sound to theater before 13:10 .

 My anger didn't go away and I am writing this blog to come up with my self - reflection -

Tomorrow will be our official 25th wedding anniversary - it it didn't happen 25 years ago , sound won't born to the earth and we won't create such an unhappy conflict this morning - to solve it or to celebrate it - it's all up to you .

 My anger is not gone yes , I can only be silence - This is what I want to behave now ...