Fruit fix her nose

Today , fruit make an appointment to fix ( micro surgery ) her nose , her mother ask me to sponsor her few months back. I didn't know it will cost so much - more than 100.000 NT just to feel good about her appearance but never thought of change from inside ?

I am very against changing one person's appearance just for the sake of letting others SEE his / her outlook , and to take risk for performing this microsurgery.. but as I promised Meiling, I am donate money for it .

It's hard for Fruit to keep any promise or to perform any changes for better , it's our fraught not been qualify parent to accompany her growth, and now so many bad habits and wrong behavior anchor in her . I don't know whether she will wake up or not ... taking 6 years and not able to get her certificate from a 3 class university. Following one cult which I am not very founder of , but the minor changes stops when she drop the cult routine and gathering .

Asking for her weekly allowance on time but never thought about clean her room before , a girl of 24 living in such a sloppy way ? How come? Ask money only , never contributes as part of the family members.

I take a bow to ancestors shrine this morning , for giving her a safe microsurgery , I don't know if I willing to take care of her after 6 months - no matter she can get her graduation certificate or not . It's sad to see our relationship goes this way .


Roger